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littlehush
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Only been on this site for a few days, have posted on in the TTC threads but thought i would come over here aswell!
My story so far....
Well i have a colourfull past and im sure that my future is not going to be black and white either! Im michelle and im now 28, and my journey started 11 years ago! 17 and thinking i knew it all, i found my self pregnant and scared, and not knowing what to do, well it was quickly answered for me as i had mc a couple of weeks later. To be honest at the time i was relieved, and thought i have the rest of my life! Within a year, still young and knowing it all, i met, moved in and married the then so called man of my dreams. After marriage it was the starting the family bit and we didnt waste any time. It took 3 years, but then one day i felt awfull, and i just knew! I was pregnant!! But then it happend, a mc, i was devastated. But picked my self up and carried on trying,A few months later the same thing happend! A year later,i started to feel ill, very ill. I went to the doctors and one of the test that they done was a pregnancy test, to my shock it was positive, i hadnt even been late! Was booked in for scan the next day, well i will never forget that day. Laying there and watching the doctors face while doing the scan was awfull, it turned out to be an ectopic, and i was nearly 12 weeks. I was taking to theatre and had my left fallopian tube removed, the the next day the doctor came and saw me just to say that my remaining tube was twisted and i had adhesions, and that my only hope of concieving now was IVF!
I will fast forward abit (3 years) otherwise i will be here all day. 2 years ago me and my husband split, not having gone through the ivf yet, and no more pregnacies, I met a wonderfull man and fell madly in love! To our amazment, i found out i was pregnant within 2 month of us being together, it was miracal, but short lived as once again i mc, but just that hope of being able to fall pregnant was enough for me! The one year later, i was pregnant again, went for a scan at 6 weeks, and was told it was another ectopic, they said it was in a bit of my left, that they left after the surgery last time! So next day had surgery, just to be told after, that there was no ectopic at all, and that the surgery would propbably make me mc, 2 days later i did! I was so mad at them! It was the worst i had felt in a long time, just thinking what if's all day! 2 months later pregnant again, but i dont think i need to tell you what happened..mc 3 days later! Because then it was the 3rd mc with new partner, i was refered to the hospital for tests. I had blood tests, HSG, and a scan and all came back normal. So was told that there was not much more that could do for me, and have put me on 75mg asprin and extra folic acid.
I just hoping to have a sticky bean..and hope it will be one day soon!!
Love Michelle xxx
My story so far....
Well i have a colourfull past and im sure that my future is not going to be black and white either! Im michelle and im now 28, and my journey started 11 years ago! 17 and thinking i knew it all, i found my self pregnant and scared, and not knowing what to do, well it was quickly answered for me as i had mc a couple of weeks later. To be honest at the time i was relieved, and thought i have the rest of my life! Within a year, still young and knowing it all, i met, moved in and married the then so called man of my dreams. After marriage it was the starting the family bit and we didnt waste any time. It took 3 years, but then one day i felt awfull, and i just knew! I was pregnant!! But then it happend, a mc, i was devastated. But picked my self up and carried on trying,A few months later the same thing happend! A year later,i started to feel ill, very ill. I went to the doctors and one of the test that they done was a pregnancy test, to my shock it was positive, i hadnt even been late! Was booked in for scan the next day, well i will never forget that day. Laying there and watching the doctors face while doing the scan was awfull, it turned out to be an ectopic, and i was nearly 12 weeks. I was taking to theatre and had my left fallopian tube removed, the the next day the doctor came and saw me just to say that my remaining tube was twisted and i had adhesions, and that my only hope of concieving now was IVF!
I will fast forward abit (3 years) otherwise i will be here all day. 2 years ago me and my husband split, not having gone through the ivf yet, and no more pregnacies, I met a wonderfull man and fell madly in love! To our amazment, i found out i was pregnant within 2 month of us being together, it was miracal, but short lived as once again i mc, but just that hope of being able to fall pregnant was enough for me! The one year later, i was pregnant again, went for a scan at 6 weeks, and was told it was another ectopic, they said it was in a bit of my left, that they left after the surgery last time! So next day had surgery, just to be told after, that there was no ectopic at all, and that the surgery would propbably make me mc, 2 days later i did! I was so mad at them! It was the worst i had felt in a long time, just thinking what if's all day! 2 months later pregnant again, but i dont think i need to tell you what happened..mc 3 days later! Because then it was the 3rd mc with new partner, i was refered to the hospital for tests. I had blood tests, HSG, and a scan and all came back normal. So was told that there was not much more that could do for me, and have put me on 75mg asprin and extra folic acid.
I just hoping to have a sticky bean..and hope it will be one day soon!!
Love Michelle xxx
i hope things improve for u. Wont they refer u to a fs for treatement?
Sorry for all the stuff you've been through chick xxx
