momwithbabies
Mom of Two
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I lost my baby back in April, so I'm dreading the year anniversary coming up. Could we just skip the month of April altogether???
I'm trying to work through my grief more. I bought a charm for my charm bracelet with November's birthstone. My baby should be almost 4 months now. I'm saddened when I think about how I'll never hold my baby. How I'll never know what his cry sounded like. How his skin would have smelled - that angelic smell. There's nothing better than meeting your baby, face to face, skin to skin, for the first time.
It's amazing how such a tiny, little thing can break you. But I'm going up against Mother Nature - I was created to love and cherish my children. I pray God hears my cry and begins to heal these wounds. I don't know how to piece myself together sometimes. Lord, help me.
I'm trying to work through my grief more. I bought a charm for my charm bracelet with November's birthstone. My baby should be almost 4 months now. I'm saddened when I think about how I'll never hold my baby. How I'll never know what his cry sounded like. How his skin would have smelled - that angelic smell. There's nothing better than meeting your baby, face to face, skin to skin, for the first time.
It's amazing how such a tiny, little thing can break you. But I'm going up against Mother Nature - I was created to love and cherish my children. I pray God hears my cry and begins to heal these wounds. I don't know how to piece myself together sometimes. Lord, help me.