hannah88
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I am 21 yers old and i didn't realise i was pregnant until the day i found out i had a miscarriage.
I've been feeling really ill for a couple of months and just put it down to bugs going around.
On Thursday i started having a browny colour discharge but just thought it was my period which was on time, by Saturday i started to get cramps at 5am Sunday morning i woke up in agony from severe stomache pains in my lower stomache, i was in sooo much pain and couldn't stop myself from being sick, i tried to take pain killers but as soon as they touched my lips i had to reach for the toilet, i was in constant contraction pains until 8pm guessing my body thought i was in labour?? i was bleeding alot and thought i had the sickness bug! at 1am on monday i went to the toilet and i felt something come out of me! I completely freaked out, I looked over and I knew straight away what it was but was in denial, it was about the same size as a tennis ball, but a different shape. I don't know why but I had to get it out of the toilet. I kept it in a tub next to me i told my sister and mum the next day and they told me to go to the dotors, where it confirmed i was pregnant! and had a miscarriage i couldn't stop myself from crying i didnt tell anyone till later on. I went to hospital on the tuesday to confirm it and they took my tub away from me. I didnt want a baby but i am so hurt, i returned to work the next day and have now been at work for 2days i feel exausted and drained. Maybe i shouldn't have gone to work so soon, but i felt ok and havn't been bleeding since. I don't no if i am able to take time off now though? I was on the ovrenette pill when i fell pregnant! My boyfriend just doesnt understand he seems to think of it as a relief that he doesnt have a baby, im so confused maybe he just isn't for me? My work colleagues don't seem to care they probably think it's funny that it has happened to me! They are still bossing me around and getting me to work so hard, it is making me not want to be at work at all! I just want to fade away...
I've been feeling really ill for a couple of months and just put it down to bugs going around.
On Thursday i started having a browny colour discharge but just thought it was my period which was on time, by Saturday i started to get cramps at 5am Sunday morning i woke up in agony from severe stomache pains in my lower stomache, i was in sooo much pain and couldn't stop myself from being sick, i tried to take pain killers but as soon as they touched my lips i had to reach for the toilet, i was in constant contraction pains until 8pm guessing my body thought i was in labour?? i was bleeding alot and thought i had the sickness bug! at 1am on monday i went to the toilet and i felt something come out of me! I completely freaked out, I looked over and I knew straight away what it was but was in denial, it was about the same size as a tennis ball, but a different shape. I don't know why but I had to get it out of the toilet. I kept it in a tub next to me i told my sister and mum the next day and they told me to go to the dotors, where it confirmed i was pregnant! and had a miscarriage i couldn't stop myself from crying i didnt tell anyone till later on. I went to hospital on the tuesday to confirm it and they took my tub away from me. I didnt want a baby but i am so hurt, i returned to work the next day and have now been at work for 2days i feel exausted and drained. Maybe i shouldn't have gone to work so soon, but i felt ok and havn't been bleeding since. I don't no if i am able to take time off now though? I was on the ovrenette pill when i fell pregnant! My boyfriend just doesnt understand he seems to think of it as a relief that he doesnt have a baby, im so confused maybe he just isn't for me? My work colleagues don't seem to care they probably think it's funny that it has happened to me! They are still bossing me around and getting me to work so hard, it is making me not want to be at work at all! I just want to fade away...
