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Hi everyone...
I'm struggling to see the purpose is everything. I hate my job, I hate my friends, I love SO but I just feel empty. I don't know what the point is of anything anymore. My therapists say just take these meds (which I won't) or get a hobby or it's okay to feel that way... but nothing about how to not feel this way. I can't "get a hobby" because it takes all of my energy to just get out of bed. I have anxiety, too so I have this cycle of not wanting to get out of bed but my anxiety stresses out that I'm sucking at my job which makes me more depressed which makes me suck at my job more... you get the picture. Nobody knows what to say. I just get be happy, you'll get pregnant again in the future/you're young, and it was just cells... I don't know how to care about anything anymore. I'm so tired. All the time. How do you ladies manage to stay strong? Because I'm running out of steam fast.
I'm struggling to see the purpose is everything. I hate my job, I hate my friends, I love SO but I just feel empty. I don't know what the point is of anything anymore. My therapists say just take these meds (which I won't) or get a hobby or it's okay to feel that way... but nothing about how to not feel this way. I can't "get a hobby" because it takes all of my energy to just get out of bed. I have anxiety, too so I have this cycle of not wanting to get out of bed but my anxiety stresses out that I'm sucking at my job which makes me more depressed which makes me suck at my job more... you get the picture. Nobody knows what to say. I just get be happy, you'll get pregnant again in the future/you're young, and it was just cells... I don't know how to care about anything anymore. I'm so tired. All the time. How do you ladies manage to stay strong? Because I'm running out of steam fast.