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Today, I held my sweet little girl in my hand. I hope she knows how much I love her. I know I knew something was wrong and guarded myself, but I did still love her.
I feel a strange sense of gratitude for that chance to see you in this world. To hold you. To tell you I love you. To be able to lay you to rest in my favorite place, the place where I will one day join you. Until then, find your Grandpa, your Thah Tuat, your siblings, and my precious kitty. They’ll look after you and love you until I can.
I feel a strange sense of gratitude for how you left me. Maybe it’s my imagination, but it felt like my water broke. Just like your brother, one swift contraction and push and there you were. Thank you for warning me so I could catch you. For letting me “birth” you. It is not how I envisioned that moment, but I love you for giving me a chance to be your mother.
Rest, my beautiful daughter.

I feel a strange sense of gratitude for that chance to see you in this world. To hold you. To tell you I love you. To be able to lay you to rest in my favorite place, the place where I will one day join you. Until then, find your Grandpa, your Thah Tuat, your siblings, and my precious kitty. They’ll look after you and love you until I can.
I feel a strange sense of gratitude for how you left me. Maybe it’s my imagination, but it felt like my water broke. Just like your brother, one swift contraction and push and there you were. Thank you for warning me so I could catch you. For letting me “birth” you. It is not how I envisioned that moment, but I love you for giving me a chance to be your mother.
Rest, my beautiful daughter.
