mommy2lilmen
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I dont know where to begin with this but I know all you wil say OH GOD NO YOUR NOT WRONG but I feel I was wrong in my decision about something my OH found under my oldest sons pillow.
A pocket knife. Here in Canada it is illegal to obtain a weapon even as a child. The knife was illegal length to. it is 2.2 inches that is legal in the law here but this one was almost 4 inches. Here in MY home it is illegal any weapon irregardless of the law!!!
I may be a mean mom here for saying this but I check my childrens rooms, pockets, backpacks and more DAILY. I know mean of me, and no trust, but I feel respect is earned, if they break it then they are disrespecting me.
Well at the time that OH found it I had just sent him down there to go finish to screw our sons bed together for firmness. He cleans off the bed and finds this pocket knife. Brings it upstairs and plops it in my lap. Says what do you want to do about this. I just about threw it. I had 4 of my 6 kids right beside me I did not want them seeing that. I was shocked and went totally numb. OH couldnt beleive the reaction I had. He thought I would go mad on my son, which I wanted to but shock took over.
I waited till all my other kids were in bed and pulled my oldest son up to talk. OMG what a mistake apparently.
I do not know why he had it. He says him and his friend found it a week ago on a midnight stroll. MIDNIGHT. My son was at a sleep overs and they went to the supermarket after midnight. Let me tell ya I did let the friends parent have an ear full. All I got was, well you know my son, he doesnt listen to me and your son and who ever will follow. My jaw dropped. I was like omg. I then questioned my son WHY he was out at that time. The laws kerfew is much earlier than that and he disobeyed it. He says whats wrong with it. I said everything, you could of gotten brought home by the police. He said that he didnt. Sure he didnt. BUT next time he will. He told me they all found a pocket knife on their stroll to the store and brought it back to his friends place, where his friends mom seen and told him to rid of it. HE GIVES IT TO MY SON, MY SON BRINGS IT HOME, HAPPILY He asked me why I am so against it as my brother left behind a bunch of hunting knives for him in his will when he passed away. Well he doesnt have them yet cus he is not 19 so why would I condone a pcoket knife?? I told him he was not getting it back and omg what a mistake I think. My OH pulled up articles on time served he could face if he was caught with it. Got him to read to him in the dictionary what a MISDEMEANOR was and what a FELONY was. You think he would of gotten the hint befor he found out we actually had the knife in our posession. He has been stomping around, throwing his toddler brothers balls around, slamming the baby gate, which he actually broke it off the hinge but i fixed it. Snarled to me when I said it was bedtime and said I was out of line in doing this.
Totally intimidating me and making me feel low.
I asked him was I out of line if your friends mom also agreed to rid of it out of her home? He said its not fair that I treat him like a baby. UMMMMM Hes nearly 14 years old, surely NOT an adult in my eyes. He cant even brush his teeth, so I should feel he is responsible for this knife? I do not think so. I have 5 other children under 10, who have lots of friends, not to mention a toddler who has access to things around the house. Not to mention my fear in violence. He thinks Im wrong in my thinking?
Was I wrong?
I could of went mad on him and slapped himfor his behaviour and done worse, just to teach him that I mean it. But I did not.
I do not condone violence, knives nothing along those lines. I enforce, please, thank you chores and more. My oldest son is very respectful and more. I would never of thought I woudl find such a thing.
Now I do have to wonder, is he being bullied at school to carry this thing to be cool, to be part of a crowd? Is he wanting this device to show he has run over his mom and dad and can hide this sort of thing and lie?
My son did ask what he should of done with the knife when they found it and I said throw it out, not touch it and the look on his face was total strange.
I raise my kids better than this. I just dont know why he done this. Was I wrong to take it away, was I wrong to ban it from him, was I wrong in showing him articles on the law, was I wrong to have went through his room, was I wrong in anything here?
I know part of a child giving the parent respect is if I allow some privacy and benefit of the doubt but he blew it now.
My older 4 have a different dad than my last 2 and I tried to discuss this with him and alll I get is well allow him to have it when you guys are with him and allow him out in the forest with it but at night it is returned to you. My jaw dropped. I said no way. He then questioned my parenting. My kids are raised proper. No violent shows, games nothing. THey keep their drawers straight and more. What could I be doing wrong, could he think I am influencing them? meanwhile he leaves the kids unattended to go romp at the bar for hours on end. Im in question?
Im feeling very confused in all of this. I also feel guilty right now as I want to be the parent he wants to be with all the time and not hate me cus I am not making him happy. Or being cool enough that he feels proud to come home to and to bring his friends around
What would you do?
Sorry this is so long but I had to get it out
A pocket knife. Here in Canada it is illegal to obtain a weapon even as a child. The knife was illegal length to. it is 2.2 inches that is legal in the law here but this one was almost 4 inches. Here in MY home it is illegal any weapon irregardless of the law!!!
I may be a mean mom here for saying this but I check my childrens rooms, pockets, backpacks and more DAILY. I know mean of me, and no trust, but I feel respect is earned, if they break it then they are disrespecting me.
Well at the time that OH found it I had just sent him down there to go finish to screw our sons bed together for firmness. He cleans off the bed and finds this pocket knife. Brings it upstairs and plops it in my lap. Says what do you want to do about this. I just about threw it. I had 4 of my 6 kids right beside me I did not want them seeing that. I was shocked and went totally numb. OH couldnt beleive the reaction I had. He thought I would go mad on my son, which I wanted to but shock took over.
I waited till all my other kids were in bed and pulled my oldest son up to talk. OMG what a mistake apparently.
I do not know why he had it. He says him and his friend found it a week ago on a midnight stroll. MIDNIGHT. My son was at a sleep overs and they went to the supermarket after midnight. Let me tell ya I did let the friends parent have an ear full. All I got was, well you know my son, he doesnt listen to me and your son and who ever will follow. My jaw dropped. I was like omg. I then questioned my son WHY he was out at that time. The laws kerfew is much earlier than that and he disobeyed it. He says whats wrong with it. I said everything, you could of gotten brought home by the police. He said that he didnt. Sure he didnt. BUT next time he will. He told me they all found a pocket knife on their stroll to the store and brought it back to his friends place, where his friends mom seen and told him to rid of it. HE GIVES IT TO MY SON, MY SON BRINGS IT HOME, HAPPILY He asked me why I am so against it as my brother left behind a bunch of hunting knives for him in his will when he passed away. Well he doesnt have them yet cus he is not 19 so why would I condone a pcoket knife?? I told him he was not getting it back and omg what a mistake I think. My OH pulled up articles on time served he could face if he was caught with it. Got him to read to him in the dictionary what a MISDEMEANOR was and what a FELONY was. You think he would of gotten the hint befor he found out we actually had the knife in our posession. He has been stomping around, throwing his toddler brothers balls around, slamming the baby gate, which he actually broke it off the hinge but i fixed it. Snarled to me when I said it was bedtime and said I was out of line in doing this.
Totally intimidating me and making me feel low.
I asked him was I out of line if your friends mom also agreed to rid of it out of her home? He said its not fair that I treat him like a baby. UMMMMM Hes nearly 14 years old, surely NOT an adult in my eyes. He cant even brush his teeth, so I should feel he is responsible for this knife? I do not think so. I have 5 other children under 10, who have lots of friends, not to mention a toddler who has access to things around the house. Not to mention my fear in violence. He thinks Im wrong in my thinking?
Was I wrong?
I could of went mad on him and slapped himfor his behaviour and done worse, just to teach him that I mean it. But I did not.
I do not condone violence, knives nothing along those lines. I enforce, please, thank you chores and more. My oldest son is very respectful and more. I would never of thought I woudl find such a thing.
Now I do have to wonder, is he being bullied at school to carry this thing to be cool, to be part of a crowd? Is he wanting this device to show he has run over his mom and dad and can hide this sort of thing and lie?
My son did ask what he should of done with the knife when they found it and I said throw it out, not touch it and the look on his face was total strange.
I raise my kids better than this. I just dont know why he done this. Was I wrong to take it away, was I wrong to ban it from him, was I wrong in showing him articles on the law, was I wrong to have went through his room, was I wrong in anything here?
I know part of a child giving the parent respect is if I allow some privacy and benefit of the doubt but he blew it now.
My older 4 have a different dad than my last 2 and I tried to discuss this with him and alll I get is well allow him to have it when you guys are with him and allow him out in the forest with it but at night it is returned to you. My jaw dropped. I said no way. He then questioned my parenting. My kids are raised proper. No violent shows, games nothing. THey keep their drawers straight and more. What could I be doing wrong, could he think I am influencing them? meanwhile he leaves the kids unattended to go romp at the bar for hours on end. Im in question?
Im feeling very confused in all of this. I also feel guilty right now as I want to be the parent he wants to be with all the time and not hate me cus I am not making him happy. Or being cool enough that he feels proud to come home to and to bring his friends around
What would you do?
Sorry this is so long but I had to get it out