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Mummy to Morgan & Niamh!
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I'm really not feeling very well today at all, and so after much pestering from Leigh (my OH), I caved in and rang his mum to see if she could come round and watch Morgan so I could go and lie down for a bit.
She's just come round and said she'll take her back to her house as she's got Leigh's sister at home today (the eldest sister who's handicapped - or whatever the PC term is for it nowdays?!)....
So I've just watched her walk off up the road with my baby in the pushchair... and I've just sat and sobbed!!!
Sandra's had Moo many times before, but only when Leigh and I have had to do something in particular like shopping, or appointments etc... And we've always taken her there and dropped her off. I've never had Sandra or my mum look after her just so I can have a rest and I feel like such a failure for it. Yet at the same time, I know that's silly to feel that way!! Especially when Louise (Leigh's other sis) does it with her babe all the time!!
To see her leaving like that has made me feel terrible!!
Problem is, now I don't feel tired anymore!!! I just feel guilty!!!
She's just come round and said she'll take her back to her house as she's got Leigh's sister at home today (the eldest sister who's handicapped - or whatever the PC term is for it nowdays?!)....
So I've just watched her walk off up the road with my baby in the pushchair... and I've just sat and sobbed!!!
Sandra's had Moo many times before, but only when Leigh and I have had to do something in particular like shopping, or appointments etc... And we've always taken her there and dropped her off. I've never had Sandra or my mum look after her just so I can have a rest and I feel like such a failure for it. Yet at the same time, I know that's silly to feel that way!! Especially when Louise (Leigh's other sis) does it with her babe all the time!!
To see her leaving like that has made me feel terrible!!
Problem is, now I don't feel tired anymore!!! I just feel guilty!!!