I feel sooooooo lost!!

[Tabs]

I'm really not feeling very well today at all, and so after much pestering from Leigh (my OH), I caved in and rang his mum to see if she could come round and watch Morgan so I could go and lie down for a bit.

She's just come round and said she'll take her back to her house as she's got Leigh's sister at home today (the eldest sister who's handicapped - or whatever the PC term is for it nowdays?!)....

So I've just watched her walk off up the road with my baby in the pushchair... and I've just sat and sobbed!!!

Sandra's had Moo many times before, but only when Leigh and I have had to do something in particular like shopping, or appointments etc... And we've always taken her there and dropped her off. I've never had Sandra or my mum look after her just so I can have a rest and I feel like such a failure for it. Yet at the same time, I know that's silly to feel that way!! Especially when Louise (Leigh's other sis) does it with her babe all the time!!

To see her leaving like that has made me feel terrible!!

Problem is, now I don't feel tired anymore!!! I just feel guilty!!!

 

[Ema]

go get some rest chick, dont feel guilty, Nana's love looking after lo's every so ofter XxX

 

[fifi83]

Try not to feel bad hun, we all need a break now and again, maybe go lay down try to relax and hopefully you may fall asleep hope you feel better soon xx

 

[polo_princess]

Go and chill out hun, get some kip!!

Hope your feeling better later

 

[Sovereign]

Aww, go and have a rest x

 

[nessajane]

Enjoy hunni x x

 

[Vickie]

awww Don't feel bad or guilty. Hope you manage to get some rest

 

[rickster]

awww dont feel guilty.Get some rest. You will feel better afterwards and the LO will pick up on it. We have given Gabriel to My parents the other weekend and they loved it. We got some sleep and they were all happy playing Granny and Gramps.lol

 

[~KACI~]

Hope your enjoying chill time x x

 

[alloyd519]

Aw hun, don't worry. Just make the most of your time and relax. Mom's often forget that they have to take care of themselves too!!

 

[AC81]

get some rest while you can! try not to feel guilty either. We left Erin for the first time with OH's mum on Monday while we went out, it was sooo horrible but I'm glad I've done it that first time xxx

 

[leedsforever]

Aw hunni... try and rest in this time and catch up on some sleep!! Do not feel guilty at all!! Im the first to admit Courtney has gone to my mums/sisters/nans so I can have a little break!! Its hardwork being a mum, we need a break sometimes