i guess its my turn :'(

[emzlouize]

hi girls

i didnt want to come in here but i think it mite do me some good as im finding it really hard.

i lost my little boy at 25 weeks on wednesday

he is an identical twin,

his brother is still alive and kicking and is the only thing that is keeping me going atm.

i had a severe case of twin to twin transfusion syndrome TTTS

its a terrible thing that no1 should have to go through.

i jst dont know how im goin to get thru this i am crying all the time i feel so depressed.

sorry for all of your loses

 

[colsy]

Emz, so many to you. I can't imagine what you're going through xx

 

[leeanne]

I can't imagine how hard this is!

 

[honey08]

ive followed ur progress and upsets all the way hun, and im so so sry for wot uv been thro/going thro,i cant imagine wanting to greive for one baby but trying to be happy for the other twin
uv been really strong hun,and u now need to be for other twin

 

[MrsJD]

So sorry to hear this hun

 

[mom-on-8/2009]

 

[glamgirl]

i`m so sorry to hear that! i hope you feel better soon and stronger too x big hugs hun! You have to be strong for your lil one x

 

[faun]

I am so sorry for your loss, your emotions must be all over the place, i will be thinking of you at this horrendous time.

 

[Chris77]

I am so very sorry for your loss.

 

[carrieanne]

i cant even begin to imagine, well i nearly lost my first baby to strep b at 2 days old so i do know that fear but i dont know that grief and i thank god. you have to go through this but you have to stay strong and well so u can nurture and finally hold your other baby everyone here will help you through this and talk about him when ever you need too he will always be with you and taking care of his brother thinking of you

 

[becky77]

Hi emz,i am so sorry for your loss, i have watched your progress from the start and am terribly sad for your loss. I think you have been incredibly brave the way you have handled this, and it must be very hard staying strong for big twin.Give yourself some time to properly greive for your lo , you will come out the other side of this terrible nightmare.Little twin is probably looking down thinking what a wonderful mummy he has and he will always be there looking out for his brother, he was obviously to special for this world.
please take care and pm me if you ever want to chat.

 

[jonnanne3]

I am so sorry for your loss.

 

[doctordeesmrs]

Stay strong hun

 

[thingy]

praying for you that you will be able to work you way through this. Its ok to grieve.

 

[Cariad_bach]

Massive hugs for you hun xxxxx

 

[Tishimouse]

Oh how terribly sad and you know everyone who reads this will share your grief in some small way. I have a close friend called Christine who lost her twin brother after they were born and I have always thought it the saddest thing in the world. Grief is such a lonely emotion and one that needs to be shared for a part and kept private for the other.

It's important to let yourself go through whatever emotions grip you and spend some time thinking and working through your loss. However, we are all here waiting to help in whatever small way we can. You can write your emotions here and know that there will always be someone to read them and reply. Thank God one of your little boys is still there and no doubt when he arrives, he will help you come to terms with your sad loss, just by the joy of having a wonderful little son on Earth.

God bless your little angel baby and may he watch over you, your family and his brother and keep you all safe from harm.

 

[tillymum]

words cannot describe how sorry I am for your loss,

 

[charveyron]

Darling if you want to sit and cry then do so, you've been through so much, you need time to grieve for your baby, don't expect too much from yourself, take your time.

You will get through this, you've already proved that you're such a strong woman, take the love and support from your family and if people offer to help, take their help.

Just do what feels right for you - as harsh as it sounds, be selfish, think of you, Dh and baby Aiden - you will get there.

XXX xxx

 

[bklove]

I wish you strength, hope and peace.

 

[jms895]

you are very brave emz xxxx