whatwillbe
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Hi ladies, just to let everyone know I had my baby girl on new years eve, the labour was excruciating ! But pretty straight forward, she is beautiful and I'm totally in love with her, I was really worried that I wouldn't cope being a single mom to 3 kids and a newborn , but I've surprised myself, I feel like I'm doing really well, my house isn't too messy, I'm managing to breast feed and look after my other 3 kids and apart from being tired I feel really well, I feel like I'm managing better than I did with my other kids when they were babies and their fob was with me with all 3 of them. Surprise though , the sperm donor still hasn't attempted to see her, she's over a week old now and apart from a txt message saying he hopes were ok , he's made no more contact, vie realized what scum he is now, a part of me thought that once she was born he'd want to see her but obviously not, I feel so sad for her and I'm still hurt at how he's treated me but maybe it's for the best that he's not involved and I get my baby all to myself, sorry it's so long ! X
, I am loving having her to myself, and I'm glad I don't really have any time to think about her waste of space fob , the times I do I feel broken but luckily it's not very often at the mo x
