I miscarried

[Kiyota]

'ello ladies. I'm sad to report I miscarried on the 29th at 9 weeks and four days. The ER doctor actually SENT ME HOME while I was miscarrying! Can you believe that? I

was home for five minutes when I passed the baby and most of the plencta. I ended up having to have a d & c to clear everything else up. I lost so much that my pressure was very low and I was too weak to even stand and move on my own. I had to stay over night at the hospital just to ensure the bleeding stopped. It was very hard to clean all that tissue and baby out of the toilet at home.

When I saw the first amount of in the hospital I cried...when I got home and everything was out...I cried more. Than after being at the hospital again, I waited until the nurses and doctors finally left me alone and cried myself to sleep.

It didn't seem like the baby's father cared that I miscarried. He wasn't looking upset or hurt at all. I don't think he was even worried about me until I laid down on the floor waiting for the ambulance, because I was so light headed. So I went through it all alone. he didn't even come to the hospital and didn't care that they admitted me or anything. He never came to make sure I was okay. He still acts like nothing happened. So yes, I did it alone and it hurt like hell.


I named the baby because I had to. I didn't want her to not have a name and just be forgotten. So, I named her Rin Kimora.

I'm sorry to every woman that has lost a baby to a miscarriage. No one should have to go through all that physical pain and emotional pain alone. Its horrible.

 

[Sambatiki]

Im sorry for your loss

 

[misstrouble]

I am so sorry for your loss.x

 

[tillymum]

So sorry for your loss honey and sorry to hear you had to go through everything on your own. We're all here for you when you feel lonely and sad

 

[Visqueen]

Sorry for how your feeling and your loss there are plenty of us on here if you need any support

 

[becky77]

so sorry for your loss ,and very sorry that you were so alone .
take care of yourself and you know were we are if you need us.

 

[Waiting2bMommy]

So very sorry for your loss

 

[Flossie03]

I'm so sorry for your loss and the fact that you had to go through this alone, we are all here to support you xx

 

[Barneyboo]

So sorry for you loss x x x

 

[flowers1]

You've been very brave and I am so so sorry that you have been through this alone.

 

[Drazic<3]

Im so sorry for your loss

 

[JASMAK]

 

[moomoo]

Im sorry for your loss hun, we are here is you want to chat or vent some anger. Unfortunately i hear too often that people who have m/c are treated in such an apauling way. Its the last thing you need at the moment. Big hugga xx

 

[krockwell]

so sorry for your loss hun And so sorry that you had to go through it alone. Can't imagine what that must have felt like.
I hope you're holding up ok. Stay strong, we're always here for you.

 

[honeybunch2k7]

That's just horrible.

 

[krazykat]

I'm sorry for your loss and the other things you had to deal with in addition to losing the baby,

 

[Kiyota]

Thank You ladies, it means so much to me to know you are all there for me. It gets better day by day, but I will never forget her. Never.

 

[Las78]

I'm so sorry for your loss and that you had to face it all on your own, if you ever need to talk or just someone to listen please feel free to pm. Sending you hugs

 

[bklove]

goodness, i'm so sorry to hear you had to go through this and with little support. We are here whenever you need to vent. Maybe the father will come around in his own time, but be good to yourself in the mean time.