I miss my baby...

[Semanthia]

I was looking through my baby girls picture from ultrasound to after birth. I miss her so much! I miss feeling her move inside, I miss the over all pregnant feeling, I miss the hopes and dreams of the future, I miss the excitement of her, I miss the idea of her. I realized while looking at her sweet perfect little face that she was loved more than many other children/people are in a whole lifetime, don't get me wrong because I feel terrible for children who are not loved the way they should be. My husband's mother never had/has this kind of love for her children, in her eyes her ex-husband made her keep her babies. I find it a bit disgusting that people who do not want kids and mistreat them are able to have them.
Sorry for the rant. I am thankful that I was given at least this short time to give her all this love and that my friends and family could give her all their love.

 

[sunbeam]

shes so beautiful

 

[pink sparkle]

 

[mommy2lilmen]

Shes beautiful. I can see what your going through. I had this same loss to and it is one that is the hardest.
Take your time. I hope it gets easier for you.

 

[lynz85]

I'm sorry about your angel. I hope you take the time you need to heal. Charlotte sleep tight x

 

[Luzelle]

She has such fine, delicate features, really beautiful. I am sure you must her incredibly much. hugs xxxxxxxxxx

 

[babesx3]

she is such a beautiful little girl

 

[Andypanda6570]

I know exactly how you feel. I lost my baby at 18 weeks tomorrow will be 3 weeks since it happened. We buried my angel on March 11. I am heartbroken and I think about her or him everyday I am still waiting for the results, they think it was Trisomy 18. I have 3 boys 20,17 and 11 and this pregnancy was a complete surprise I just know this was a girl, cause they say Trisomy 18 is 3x more likely in girls, I thought it might hurt more if I found it to be a girl, but I was wrong it hurts the same, I just want my baby back
I am so sorry for your loss and I am here if you ever want to talk
xoxoxox

 

[SassyLou]

 

[foreverfairy]

 

[jojo23]

to you hun xxxxxx

 

[FunToRun]

it hurts more than anything

 

[xSamanthax]

So sorry for your loss hun, she is beautiful. RIP little one

 

[bea marshall]

i'm so sorry for your loss sweet heart your little one is with the angels and she is happy to wait for you to cuddle her again.
i know how you feel my love.
they say time is a great healer but i'm not so sure anymore but you live to work through it.
all my love to you at this awful time xxx

 

[vaileasmama]

she chose u for a reason too, she knew you'd love her the best.
rip little girl xo