I need a hug

[Hope22]

DH and I decided to go shopping today and I had no reason to think I'd end up sad from a trip to Wal-Mart, but that's exactly what happened. I was happy when we left, but after standing in line for 20 minutes (the line for returns is LONG after Christmas!) and seeing nothing but women with infants, women with toddlers, pregnant women, women going into the washroom to nurse their child or change a diaper... I just wanted to cry. It's the ones who yell at their kids or ignore them that bother me the most - they don't seem to even want their children, and here I am just aching to have a baby. It's not fair.

 

[Lauz_1601]

dont know what to say hun but I really feel for you, your day will come hunny xxxxx

 

[lilmumma]

i feel really bad for posting in here, but i saw you needed a hug, and wanted to give one to you,
https://i226.photobucket.com/albums/dd118/mvwr53/hug.gif

x x x

 

[avistar]

don't feel bad, your time will come and you will be a wonderful parent!

 

[NeyNey]

 

[diva4180]

I'm so sorry hun

 

[Hope22]

Thank you all so much - I really just needed to express how I felt, in a place where there are people who would understand. It's tough to explain to someone who isn't in the same place emotionally - they just can't see how it could hurt to see someone walking by with a baby in their arms. I'm nearly 33, and my clock is ticking so loud I'm surprised everyone around me can't hear it :S

 

[sandy28]

I feel the same way. I just found out my friend in pg and i'm happy for her but at the same time i'm sad becuase i have been trying everything and nothing. And she just started trying and she is pg already. .......lots of hugs for both of us

 

[FJL]

I'm sorry hun, it sucks so bad doesn't it?

Sending you plenty of

Lilmumma - you can post in here anytime you want!

 

[miel]

don't worry hope22 ...i am sure you will be pregnant soon and you will be a super mama . lots of hugs sending your way

 

[polo_princess]

sendin lotsa hugs your way hun

 

[EllaCruz]

That is the tough part. My friend got pregnant with her first child at 19, her second at 21. The reason she got pregnant was so that her boyfriend would stay with her. She has no job, neither does he. She has no intention of getting a job, neither does she, yet they have two beautiful children.

She lives in the worst area of our city in a council house paid for by The Social. Her children now go to a school with the worst record of any in the city, yet she does not seem overly bothered by this.

She loves her children but sometimes, I wonder, why is it that people like her with no job, no security and no real love (her and bf split up before second child was born) get pregnant so easily yet when those desperate for children (my mother's friend had 11 miscarriages and three failed attempts at IVF before she turned 45 and could no longer try) struggle?

Life is unfair sometimes.

Hug.

 

[HAYS]

I was like that yest, pregant women everywhere,and i just stared at them all!!
its hard hun but you've got to think how happy you will feel when yo get your BFP

xxxx

 

[justme00]

I hear you loud and clear. I hate seeing my SIL take her kids for granted. They do everything they can to get away from them and it seems like every weekend they have someone different babysitting them. I just think if I had my own child I would do so much with them and cherish every moment I had. I wish you the best of luck.

 

[Iwantone!!!]

aaawww hunni ((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

 

[Suz]

I have felt that way to many times hun. I know exactly how you are feeling.

 

[Hope22]

Thanks guys
I do feel better today - maybe because it's a holiday and we're snowed in, so I didn't see anyone but my DH today - but sometimes it's hard. I suffer from depression and while the meds are working very well, sometimes I can feel it creeping up behind me at the oddest times (like, say, when I'm standing in line at Wal-Mart).

Yesterday and today my DH and I spent time cleaning and organizing the apartment. All the little jobs have helped kept my mind off things, and hanging around with my hubby and pets all day made me feel good. It was a lot of work, and I'm tired so I think I'll sleep well tonight which probably means no nightmares (I have them all the time). Basically things are looking up, and I'm sure part of it also has to do with you guys - this is a really nice place to come share with people who really understand. *hugs* to all of you

 

[Sweetie]

Sending hugs out your way, will keep you in our thoughts out here

 

[*babydust*]

i no how you feel.im constantly noticing that everyone has a bump,or a pushchair and not me :'(.i always see women shouting at and ignoring their kids.im sure they dont realize what miricales they have..and all my friends have had a baby and not me,so it makes me feel worse,especially when they go on 'family' holidays..id love to do that.