When I got married I was just 19 years old and a virgin. I did not really love my husband and we only got married cos he used to threaten me that if i don't marry him he will commit suicide but still the only thing i could think about was having a family. Then after a year of ttc i did not get pregnant and we went to check. His sa was about 20 mil but he had 80% non motile and 95% abnormal. I was really scared and instead of trying to help himself he just blamed me for everything. I was brainwashed that i can never have children and by 21 years i was already separated from him. Then after leaving him i was sure that i could never get pregnant and as soon as i made love with a guy i got pregnant straight away. As before i did not love the guy i just was trying to have a baby our relationship lasted 3 years and my son is now 11 and i love him so much. It took me until now ,that i am 34 to find a really wonderful husband and have a baby with him but I really admire you ladies so never lose faith and never lose the love you have for your husbands as a miracle can always happen and today there are things you can do not like 15 years ago. hope you all have a sticky bean soon and we'll see you in the first trimester 
good luck!!
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