I think I'm depressed

[pk4]

The last few months I have been feeling really unhappy. Even writing this now is making me upset. I have 2 children. The youngest is 5months &I hate myself. The way I look, what I've become e.g. needy and clingy. I'm a size 20 now since having both my children. I was a 14. This has made me feel so insecure. Im paranoid my OH has lost interest in me because I'm fat. I hate the way I look so I assume he has too. I feel as if everything is on top of me and all I do is care for my children. I love my children very much but feel as if I've lost my identity. I don't know if I'm depressed or just going through a phase but I'm often crying over the above matters. I don't know how to get out of this.

 

[teal]

I'm so sorry you're feeling that way I know it's hard because I've been there myself but if you think you're depressed the best thing is to go and see your doctor xx