Oh Omi, I have read all the above posts and I share everyone's support for you.
I had a suspected ectopic pregnancy and I had to wait for 2 weeks for them to diagnose it and then debate what treatment to have to sort it out. The tests, the waiting, the going-back-to-the-hospital, seeing pregnant women, etc. I totally understand!
I had to take a deep breath whenever I approached the hospital. I hate the sight of the place and I hate the cold-hearted staff more. Whatever you decide to do, whether nature 'takes its course' or if you have to have a D&C, stay strong. Cry whenever you need to and let the pain out. I bawled, and bawled and then some more. What's more, I did it all over doctors, midwifes, colleagues, family and my long-suffering husband. However, I let it out and it DOES get easier. I'm 34 and I would have been around 20 weeks pregnant by now. We're about to start TTC again after an enforced 3 month break.
You take care, I SO understand how you feel. 3 months ago I walked into a waiting room at the hospital, saw a baby in there and ran out crying in the corridoor. Last week, I held my best friend's baby and just felt happy and hopeful. I'm sure you'll be the same soon, just hang in there. x
I had a suspected ectopic pregnancy and I had to wait for 2 weeks for them to diagnose it and then debate what treatment to have to sort it out. The tests, the waiting, the going-back-to-the-hospital, seeing pregnant women, etc. I totally understand!
I had to take a deep breath whenever I approached the hospital. I hate the sight of the place and I hate the cold-hearted staff more. Whatever you decide to do, whether nature 'takes its course' or if you have to have a D&C, stay strong. Cry whenever you need to and let the pain out. I bawled, and bawled and then some more. What's more, I did it all over doctors, midwifes, colleagues, family and my long-suffering husband. However, I let it out and it DOES get easier. I'm 34 and I would have been around 20 weeks pregnant by now. We're about to start TTC again after an enforced 3 month break.
You take care, I SO understand how you feel. 3 months ago I walked into a waiting room at the hospital, saw a baby in there and ran out crying in the corridoor. Last week, I held my best friend's baby and just felt happy and hopeful. I'm sure you'll be the same soon, just hang in there. x