I want my virginity back!!!

[vickyd]

By virginity im referring to my pregnancy virginity!!
I see newly pregnant women at work, going for first scans ect. and nothing bad crosses their mind... I remember my first pregnancy going for the schedueled tests without a care in the world. The second was a bit harder, as i was worried about hearing the heartbeat (a touch of sixth sense) and now im wondering what the hell will happen the third time!!!

 

[Lucina]

I know what you mean, Im TTC but even if I get a BFP soon, I will be waiting for it to go wrong the whole time. I wish I could have that naivety back I had the first time.

 

[Mummy2Angel.]

totally agree, thats one thing you lose when you lose a pregnancy, your innocence of how magical a time pregnancy should be,...but its not anymore and never will be. I have only suffered 1 missed miscarriage but cant help but think i'll never have a happy pregnancy again x

 

[MissMaternal]

I agree The innocence is lost for me x

 

[Vickieh1981]

Definitely. I will never feel comfortable getting to 12 weeks again and think I am ok - I know better now.

 

[shaerichelle]

I remember the innocence with DS in 2002.

Now I have none of that every time I feel cm I run to the loo..Its like I am just waiting

 

[bostonblonde]

I never had the innocence... I was worried before I even got BFP! I guess I read too many threads where it went wrong and that's why I requested an early scan. But even then I was shocked that yes, my worst fears DID come true, it really actually happened to me.

 

[Smudgelicious]

My first pregnancy was text book, happy and worry free. My son was born 8lb 6oz and he died 44 hours later the result of malpractice in l&d and neonatal care. My next 2 pregnancies I never worried about miscarriage. For me, it was always the end of the pregnancy, at delivery time, that worried and frightened me. Now after a miscarriage at 6 weeks, there is NO worry free time. I got my BFP today and I'm excited, but waiting for something to go wrong. I wish I was innocent again !

 

[libbymarks198]

i never new there was such thing as common m/c before i had one, i told everyone the moment i found out as i was so excited went in for an early scan because my doctor is nice and booked one for me took my mum and my oh and found out it was a non viable pregnancy... this time i am not going to tell anyone dont even want to tell oh untill i am 13 weeks haha although that wont happen

 

[debgreasby]

Definitely. I will never feel comfortable getting to 12 weeks again and think I am ok - I know better now.

Right there with you on that one hunni xxx

 

[dan-o]

I don't think I'll count any pregnancy as a certainty until I actually give birth safely & hold the baby in my arms!

In fact, if I manage to get pregnant again, I don't think I'll even buy anything until the babys born!

 

[Quaver]

I haven't bought anything last pregnancy, and won't until I pass the 12 week mark (if ever). I was so close though, was 11 weeks (baby died at 10 weeks)

 

[Mummy2Angel.]

I went and bought stuff when i go to 12 weeks, i wish i hadnt, i dont think i will buy anything till i'm viable next time around (if there ever is a next time )

 

[cazza22]

This is so true i actually hate going for my scans now i cry on the morning of them. I've always had bad news at them so i cant ever see a happy outcome its really upsetting really when you think about it, all the innocence of being happily pregnant lost forever. I really envy those who dont have a care in the world except for mornin sickness & stretch marks, BRING IT ON i say the more puking the better LOL!!!!!! FX'd for us all girls xxxxxxxxxx caz