i would have been 32 weeks

[cherie86]

i would have been 32week now. i feel so alone and as the day draws nearer that oscar would have been born the more depressed i get. i think about that if only he held out for a few more weeks we might still have him here. what did i do, did i do something for this to happen??? i have so many questions that ill never know that answers to. i know that if only he stayed in my tummy for another few weeks there would of been a chance for him. i know i can never take thigs back but i just want to hold him one last time. i miss playing with him in my belly. he use to push on my hand if i was to tickle my belly. it use to be a game every morning. i just want that back

 

[Chris77]

 

[Elli21]

 

[buffycat]

i know this time is difficult for you....hang on in there.......

 

[WelshGirl]

xxx

 

[NickyT75]

Sorry for your loss sweetheart, its the worst thing ever to lose a child

Im due to get my daughter Sophie's post mortem results on monday so i know how hard it is for you right now

hope you are ok xx

 

[JJF]

I can't imagine how difficult this time must be, so sorry for your loss

 

[cherie86]

Sorry for your loss sweetheart, its the worst thing ever to lose a child

Im due to get my daughter Sophie's post mortem results on monday so i know how hard it is for you right now

hope you are ok xx

i couldnt bring myself to getting anything done to oscar.. he was to tiny i juts couldnt think about them cutting him open.... he was to presious.... ill never know what happened to him.... i miss him so much