I'm a mess, didn't expect to feel like this

[Las78]

I'm sat here in tears - it's a week away from being a year since I lost Ryan and I feel so down, I thought with time it got easier but yet it's like it was yesterday, I just want him back. It doesn't help that I'm listening to Fly by Celine Dion, we used the words for his funeral and I'm in more of a mess for listening to it, I shouldn't have but I needed to.

I'm so thankful for this bubs I'm carrying but it still hurts so damn much that I don't have my little boy.

Whatever am I going to be like on the 6th, it's just too much right now.

Thanks for listening

 

[SugarKisses]

I understand how your feeling babe. It will be 2 years this Sunday since I lost my little girl Its so hard going through another pregnancy knowing what we do
I dont have any advice and I am afraid I dont really have any words for you hun because im stuggling myself, but I know and understand your pain and I want you to know you are not alone x x x

 

[SugarKisses]

I understand how your feeling babe. It will be 2 years this Sunday since I lost my little girl Its so hard going through another pregnancy knowing what we do
I dont have any advice and I am afraid I dont really have any words for you hun because im stuggling myself, but I know and understand your pain and I want you to know you are not alone x x x

 

[JASMAK]

 

[Mrs Doddy]

I went through this last week, being pregnant again really bit help alot, I don't know how I would have coped if I wasn't.however it did hit me a few days before and spent it crying, the day itself was sad but we went out for lunch and did something in the evening and it wasn't too bad.

I felt a few days afterwards that whilst I will never forget our baby I have to have energies for my growing baby

 

[toby2]

(((((((())))))))) its amazing to be pregnant again but it doesnt stop the hurt, i dont know if this helps but i find the time leading up to anniverasies a lot harder than the actual day itself
xxx

 

[ellahstruts]

hun we are all here for you, i am currently 26 weeks pregnant and we lost our daughter Meah due to prematurity on 4th february 2009, i feel so guilty i can give this baby what i couldnt give meah on the other hand i am scared stiff something will happen this time to this precious little girl xx

 

[im_mi]

im so sorry for your loss and that you are struggling right now Hold on tight, sweetie.

 

[JadeyB]

Hey honey,

I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. Its been 10 months since I lost my little girl, so I've not gone through it yet. I am dreading it already.

Lots of love
xxx

 

[Las78]

Thanks Girls, I don't think the hormones are helping right now either, sorry to wallow in self pity when you are all going through difficult times too, I appreciate your taking the time to comfort me. Hugs to you all and SugarKisses I will be thinking of you on sunday hun x