I'm annoying myself!

[JellyBeann]

I am going insane I really am...I can't help but symptom spot every minute of the day! Either pregnancy or M/C symptoms, I'm annoying myself and I really need to stop, but I can't! Argh! I have 31 days until my midwife appointment, then another 21 on top of that until I reach 12 weeks! Argh! Time just seems so slow right now, and the weeks fell like months! I just want to be 12 weeks and know the baby is all okay! But I don't want to miss out on one bit of my pregnancy!

 

[Mrskg]

Totally with you jelly bean x I'm sick of writing the word hope! x pal is a whole different ball game! I have my scan on fri absolutely terrified just don't know how I'll cope with bad news again x havin a bad day today feeling sorry for myself x Im Just so scared an feel so alone right now x great that's the tears started maybe what I need though x I pray these are our sticky beans xxx

 

[JellyBeann]

Totally with you jelly bean x I'm sick of writing the word hope! x pal is a whole different ball game! I have my scan on fri absolutely terrified just don't know how I'll cope with bad news again x havin a bad day today feeling sorry for myself x Im Just so scared an feel so alone right now x great that's the tears started maybe what I need though x I pray these are our sticky beans xxx

Good luck for Friday hun, let us know how it goes! I really really have faith that this pregnancy is going to stick!!

PAL is cruel, sometimes I just wish I could press fast forward to 12 weeks and know everything is okay!

 

[Elhaym]

If time goes any slower I swear we will start going back in time its unbearable!

 

[JellyBeann]

I know! It's driving me potty, I suppose it's 'cos we are waiting on so far away...If it was a week away, it wouldn't be so bad!!

 

[Charlee]

I'm with you, today I worried because I got a pain, turns out I just needed to burp. I am going crazy.

 

[JellyBeann]

I'm with you, today I worried because I got a pain, turns out I just needed to burp. I am going crazy.

haha...do you think we should show the hospital this thread, they might scan us daily then Just to keep us sane!

Ahh, today, I am worried because I don't feel sea-sick!

 

[Charlee]

I think with us both being very early on, symptoms will come and go and might be mild. With my last pregnancy I had no symtoms bar weeing alot then I got to 7 weeks and bam, morning sickness every day. I have my early scan on monday but know I will see nothing which will make me even more worried. I may have to cry if they make me wait until I'm 12 weeks for another one.

 

[JellyBeann]

I think with us both being very early on, symptoms will come and go and might be mild. With my last pregnancy I had no symtoms bar weeing alot then I got to 7 weeks and bam, morning sickness every day. I have my early scan on monday but know I will see nothing which will make me even more worried. I may have to cry if they make me wait until I'm 12 weeks for another one.

I might wait til I get to 8 weeks, then ring the midwives and say I've been having pains and see if they scan me You have to be sneaky for these things!! I know deep down that this pregnancy is going to be the one that sticks, I just can't help but worry...But I suppose worrying isn't going to help!

DH has banned me from doing loads until 12 weeks, I'm allowed to do light stuff like housework and stuff, but no lifting things or reaching high...bless him, he's looking after me!

 

[Charlee]

I refused to do that last time but if they make me wait I think I might have to, I don't think they realise how stressful it is, especially how everything went wrong last time. I have been doing light slow walking and pottering around but still nothing heavy, taking Pregnacare Plus, eating well, cut out coffee etc all together. I just know that whatever happens, I've done my best Have you had weird dreams yet?

 

[JellyBeann]

Nope, no weird reams as of yet....i really am looking forward to them though! I might eat cheese before bed as well, as a mad attempt for weird dreams haha"!

 

[Charlee]

We can share our weird dreams, no doubt they will start soon. It's so hard being cautious and trying not to get excited isn't it. I hate how only two people know!

 

[JellyBeann]

We can share our weird dreams, no doubt they will start soon. It's so hard being cautious and trying not to get excited isn't it. I hate how only two people know!

I am excited, but over my excitement is a layer of apprehension...it's weird! I think when I hit 12 weeks and see the baby, that layer will disappear! It's just so cruel PAL, we can't be excited like we were at first!

The only people that know are me and DH and BnB of course, we're not saying anything until 12 weeks, after the scan! (I hope I get my scan at 11 weeks. I wish I'd told the midwives my LMP was November 17th, not December lol!)

 

[Charlee]

I know what you mean, my MC was at nearly 12 weeks and had symptoms up until 11 and a half weeks, but I had no scans etc and was under so much stress. Lets hope for a healthy pregnancy. I told my DR I was unsure of my last period. Aren't we naughty !! haha

 

[Elhaym]

It's odd being PAL isn't it, youve lost your innocence - first time around I was looking at clothes, prams, planning everything. Now I am thinking of nothing except getting to that first scan. Every night when I go to bed I am thankful I got through 1 more day and no bleeding x

 

[JellyBeann]

I know what you mean, my MC was at nearly 12 weeks and had symptoms up until 11 and a half weeks, but I had no scans etc and was under so much stress. Lets hope for a healthy pregnancy. I told my DR I was unsure of my last period. Aren't we naughty !! haha

Yeah we are, but they should scan all people who've lost early...don't they realise we've got worries on our minds?

 

[Charlee]

Most definitely, we all stick together we can do it.

 

[Mrskg]

Charlee did you have a mmc

x my first was mmc an I also had symptoms including really bad ms till 11/4 found out at11/6 baby stopped growing at 6wks this has to be the most cruel thing your body can do eh! I have early scan tomorrow i am terrified really not sure how I'll cope with more bad news x think im going to havea bath an an early night don't think hubby realises just how much tomorrow is scaring me an don't want to get into an argument want to try stay as calm as poss x he's more blooded interested in polishing his boots since he got in half an hour ago he's not even asked how I'm feeling never mind how I'm feeling about tomorrow x I have a cold an when he called me this morn he asked if I d be well enough to go tomorrow wtf wild horses wouldnt stop does he not realise I need to know if everythings ok x sorry that turned into a rant xxx

Sorry we all have to go through this xxxx

 

[JellyBeann]

Charlee did you have a mmc

x my first was mmc an I also had symptoms including really bad ms till 11/4 found out at11/6 baby stopped growing at 6wks this has to be the most cruel thing your body can do eh! I have early scan tomorrow i am terrified really not sure how I'll cope with more bad news x think im going to havea bath an an early night don't think hubby realises just how much tomorrow is scaring me an don't want to get into an argument want to try stay as calm as poss x he's more blooded interested in polishing his boots since he got in half an hour ago he's not even asked how I'm feeling never mind how I'm feeling about tomorrow x I have a cold an when he called me this morn he asked if I d be well enough to go tomorrow wtf wild horses wouldnt stop does he not realise I need to know if everythings ok x sorry that turned into a rant xxx

Sorry we all have to go through this xxxx

let us all know how it goes! Silly hubbies, I don;t think they quite get it as well as we do!

 

[Mrskg]

I will do I'm praying I have good news to bring to all you ladies x

now he's prattling on about work he can see I'm typing an no really listening but he's still going on a wee look an a nod an he's thinks I'm listening lol xx