Shelby2007
Khyler Rae born 1/26/10
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Most know my story.. had bleeding around week 5.. dr. said everything was fine.. went for an early scan on week 9.. and found my twin babies with no heartbeat.. induced miscarriage.. passed everthing on february 10th..
my BEST friend calls me yesturday.. she is two days late for her period.. and thinks she might be pregnant.. and it was a one night stand.. she wanted me to go with her to take a pg test.. but i had to work.. anyways.. the way she told me.. broke my heart.. she texts me and ask how much i would hate her if she was pregnant.. i told her i wouldnt but i would be super sad (seeing that she doesnt even have a bf).. and she was like good cause i think i am.. grr..
she is the best friend in the world.. and has told me many times.. she has no clue what im going through.. and doesnt understand.. but if id tell her.. she would try.. but ive been thinking.. she doesnt deserve a baby..
.. i do.. i want my babies.. and i want them here with us.. not up in heaven.. so i guess we will wait and see if she is.. she is waiting a week until she tests..
im just super sad of it all.. because she is the last person i thought would hit me with this news..
Rant over. And thanks for listening.
***My friend called me yesturday.. and she started her period.. I got all worked up over NOTHING. I feel terrible. We talked about everything.. and she understands (to the best she can) - at how I was feeling.. and I told her had you been pg I would have just been plain jealous is all.
She told me NEXT time is YOU.. so we can actually be happy about. I thought that was so nice of her.. she knows how bad I wanted this pg to work.. and knew with the babies being twins it was soo much harder**
Thanks for listening!
my BEST friend calls me yesturday.. she is two days late for her period.. and thinks she might be pregnant.. and it was a one night stand.. she wanted me to go with her to take a pg test.. but i had to work.. anyways.. the way she told me.. broke my heart.. she texts me and ask how much i would hate her if she was pregnant.. i told her i wouldnt but i would be super sad (seeing that she doesnt even have a bf).. and she was like good cause i think i am.. grr..
she is the best friend in the world.. and has told me many times.. she has no clue what im going through.. and doesnt understand.. but if id tell her.. she would try.. but ive been thinking.. she doesnt deserve a baby..
.. i do.. i want my babies.. and i want them here with us.. not up in heaven.. so i guess we will wait and see if she is.. she is waiting a week until she tests.. im just super sad of it all.. because she is the last person i thought would hit me with this news..
Rant over. And thanks for listening.
***My friend called me yesturday.. and she started her period.. I got all worked up over NOTHING. I feel terrible. We talked about everything.. and she understands (to the best she can) - at how I was feeling.. and I told her had you been pg I would have just been plain jealous is all.
She told me NEXT time is YOU.. so we can actually be happy about. I thought that was so nice of her.. she knows how bad I wanted this pg to work.. and knew with the babies being twins it was soo much harder**
Thanks for listening!
