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... of feeling so ill.
Last week, Tuesday night, I suddenly had this strange feeling come over me, like I wasn't inside my own body (sounds weird I know, but it's difficult to explain). I went extremely dizzy and light-headed and felt just like I was going to faint. So Leigh got me some more to eat (I had eaten very well that day) and then I went up to bed.
I phoned the GP next day who said there wasn't a lot he could suggest and to try and hang fire for now as I was having all my blood tests at my antenatal appt at the hospital on Friday. So I stayed in bed until Friday morning when I went up the hospital. I mentioned all the symptoms to the midwife there who said that some dizziness is common in early pregnancy. She took my BP and it was "normal" at 120/73. (However, I had a lot of problems with high BP the last couple of years which finally stopped about 6 months ago, so that's pretty damn low for me!) Had all my bloods and urine tests done and they said they would only get in touch with me if anything abnormal showed up.
I started to feel a little bit better on Saturday and thought maybe that little episode was over. Then Sunday, I felt back to square one but with a banging headache to add to the mix this time.
Monday morning came, and although I could hardly stand up without the room spinning, I thought I would try going to work as I may perk up a bit once I got going (as can sometimes be the case).... but I had to call my boss at 11am to tell her I was coming back home, as I had just spent the last hour sat in a supermarket car park ready to pass out and feeling that weird it was starting to scare me. (I'm a mobile optician, and I travel all over the Midlands visiting care homes doing eye tests and dispensing glasses. I can sometimes drive over 200 miles in a day!)
So I came back home and I haven't gone in today again. I still feel so spaced out, dizzy, bit sick, shaky, confused at times (to the point where I couldn't even tell you my name if you asked me!)....
....I don't know what to do. I phoned my GP again, but he can't suggest anything until my test results come back and we know what we're dealing with (if anything at all!).
I am at my wits end with this and (please forgive me for saying this and may God strike me down for even thinking it) I even got to a point last night, albeit briefly, where I wished I wasn't pregnant.
I am screaming inside and panicking as we really can't afford for me to keep having all this time off work, but I don't know what I am supposed to do. Luckily, Leigh is being really understanding about it all, but how long he can last I don't know.
Sorry for such a long post and for moaning so much, but like I say, I'm at my wits end and I don't have anyone else I can talk to about it.
Last week, Tuesday night, I suddenly had this strange feeling come over me, like I wasn't inside my own body (sounds weird I know, but it's difficult to explain). I went extremely dizzy and light-headed and felt just like I was going to faint. So Leigh got me some more to eat (I had eaten very well that day) and then I went up to bed.
I phoned the GP next day who said there wasn't a lot he could suggest and to try and hang fire for now as I was having all my blood tests at my antenatal appt at the hospital on Friday. So I stayed in bed until Friday morning when I went up the hospital. I mentioned all the symptoms to the midwife there who said that some dizziness is common in early pregnancy. She took my BP and it was "normal" at 120/73. (However, I had a lot of problems with high BP the last couple of years which finally stopped about 6 months ago, so that's pretty damn low for me!) Had all my bloods and urine tests done and they said they would only get in touch with me if anything abnormal showed up.
I started to feel a little bit better on Saturday and thought maybe that little episode was over. Then Sunday, I felt back to square one but with a banging headache to add to the mix this time.
Monday morning came, and although I could hardly stand up without the room spinning, I thought I would try going to work as I may perk up a bit once I got going (as can sometimes be the case).... but I had to call my boss at 11am to tell her I was coming back home, as I had just spent the last hour sat in a supermarket car park ready to pass out and feeling that weird it was starting to scare me. (I'm a mobile optician, and I travel all over the Midlands visiting care homes doing eye tests and dispensing glasses. I can sometimes drive over 200 miles in a day!)
So I came back home and I haven't gone in today again. I still feel so spaced out, dizzy, bit sick, shaky, confused at times (to the point where I couldn't even tell you my name if you asked me!)....
....I don't know what to do. I phoned my GP again, but he can't suggest anything until my test results come back and we know what we're dealing with (if anything at all!).
I am at my wits end with this and (please forgive me for saying this and may God strike me down for even thinking it) I even got to a point last night, albeit briefly, where I wished I wasn't pregnant.
I am screaming inside and panicking as we really can't afford for me to keep having all this time off work, but I don't know what I am supposed to do. Luckily, Leigh is being really understanding about it all, but how long he can last I don't know.
Sorry for such a long post and for moaning so much, but like I say, I'm at my wits end and I don't have anyone else I can talk to about it.