I'm out :-(

[Amanda]

I really thought that this was our month. I was even working out the dates and knew that it would be due about a week before Charlie's birthday. I ws planning joint birthday parties and everything. I don't believe in the waiting 13 weeks before telling everyone, so was planning on announcing it to all our friends on New Years Eve when I ordered a coke at the local, and not a glass of wine. I was looking forward to telling the MIL as she's just lost her mum and was hoping to make her New Year a little better. Planning the move-around of bedrooms so the 2 LO's are in the big room. So so sad.

I think I'm still in a bit of shock. I had no warning signs at all. I just went to the loo at my parents at 3pm yesterday, wiped, and sat there staring at the loo paper. I just thought that the tests weren't sensetive enought and was going to buy another today. I was convinced it would be a BFP, there was no doubt in my mind.

Why am I not pg?????

I couldn't tell DH till about 8pm yesterday as we were with the family the whole time, but when I finally got him on his own, he said he knew. He said he knew the minute I came downstairs from the loo just by looking at muy face.

 

[polo_princess]

Awww poor you hopefully you'll have some luck in the new year

 

[FJL]

Amanda i'm so sorry hun

No matter what you tell yourself its impossible not to get your hopes up and do all the planning in your mind just incase.

I hope you can try and enjoy a few wines over the new year, and I hope next year you get your BFP very early on in

Thinking of you xoxo

 

[HAYS]

aw hun im sorry, xxx

 

[Mynxie]

oh sweetheart xxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[jo27]

Ahh Amanda, i've been exactly the same this month too defo thought it was our month with af being so late. I'm really sorry for you, hope you';re doing ok x I'm hitting the sales today to drown my sorrows then will be having a good drink over the next week or so before ttc again!!!! x

 

[suzan]

Am so sorry Amanda

 

[Tinylo]

I'm really sorry this wasn't your month huni

Sending lots of babydust your way for the new year



I hope you get a BFP really soon x

 

[NeyNey]

Oh honey I'm sorry.....I hope your time comes soon..

 

[Tezzy]

huge hugs hun xxxx

 

[Arcanegirl]

I hope 2008 is a good year for yous

 

[justme00]

I am so sorry. I teared up just reading that. I'm sure it will happen for you soon. *hugs*

 

[avistar]

So sorry Amanda I hope that you start to feel better soon. I am telling you, 2008 will be a good year for all of us ttc!!

 

[dakini]

Sorry to hear that hunnie. 2008 will be your year!

 

[ablaze]

so so sorry to hear this hun xxx

 

[Carolina]

sorry pet! i hope u get your bfp really soon!

 

[faith_may]

if you need anything please just let me know

 

[Nikkinoonoo]

 

[bambikate]

Ohh sweetie I'm so sorry best of luck for next year x x

 

[miel]

i am very sorry...don't get discourage on your ttc journey you will get there