In Tears

[Lawa]

Hey ladies I am having such a bad day today.

All my fears have come to the boil I have stomach pains dull cramps changing from side to side. Really damp down their to so keep thinking that AF has come.

I know this is probably all normal but with my loss in October I didnt even no I had no bleeding or anything.

Just feel so alone and scared

 

[biteable]

Hi hunni,the crampings are normal,i was exactly the same as you running to the loo every 5 mins convinced i had started and af pains as well,its all part of early pregnancy,im 7 wks now and still bricking it,hope ur ok xxx

 

[Lawa]

Thanks hun I am so hormonal today.

Just so worried Luckily my docter has been great and got early midwife appointment ect. but just doesnt seem to happen soon enough if you know what I mean.

I have been having hot and cold flashes all day just I dunno what to say I suppose I m being silly

 

[biteable]

i got my midwifes nxt thurs but that still doesnt make me feel any better lol i am seriously debating whether to have a private scan i just need to put my mind at ease but need to be over 8 wks as lost last time between 7 and 8 wks so dnt wanna have one till i pass that stage,didnt tell any1 till today as im scared of jinxing things but my mum noticed today so i told her then had to tell the inlaws just to make it fair,some days im ecstatic others im to scared to get excited as i dnt wanna get my hopes up to get dashed again.And i dnt think ur being silly at all i know exactly how you feel hun xx

 

[eckarta]

i am feeling the same way today.. PARANOID!!! hehehe.. i was thinking of looking up eptopic pregnancy cause im having some slight pain on my left side.. NOTHING that is excruciating or anything.. and honestly i dont feel it when i stand up or anything.. but im just sooooo wanting this baby to stick!!!!

So BIG hugs to you today!!!!

 

[Smiler13]

It is hard, just hang on in there ladies.

 

[WantaBelly]

Lawa.... just think of it as your little one burying its body in your uterus really tight so it can get snug for the next 9 months.............

 

[xgem27x]

I know how you feel, any slight cramp and I start panicking! I've been producing more discharge (especially with twins!!) that I'm constantly nipping to the loo to check if its blood! I'm constantly stressing and worrying that I'm going to miscarry again! I tell myself not to get excited just in case, and I feel like I'm just waiting to miscarry! I miscarried at 4 months, so for me its not a case of getting past the first 12 weeks, and everything will be fine! And the hormones certainly don't help! I've even mentioned to my OH about getting our own scan machine thingy, so I can check on them everyday haha! He just smiled and told me to stop being so unbelievably insane!

So I can assure you that you are not alone! It's just natural to be worried after having a miscarriage! I do hope things get better soon hun and that little one holds on tight in there! xxxx

 

[eckarta]

xgem27x~ your having twins?? i had twins!!!! they just turned 5... luckily i had the EASIEST pregnancy ever!!! only gained 8 pounds too... best of luck!!! they are a total Joy!!(i have a boy and a girl!)

 

[Lawa]

Thanks ladies I think yesterday was just a really bad day hormone wise.

And I have broke out in spots great xxx

 

[Drazic<3]

Glad your feeling better hun. The cramps are a bitch but are totally normal. In fact, they are a really good sign that things are progressing as they should

 

[Lawa]

I know they are hun but I had them with my blighted OVum hun which is making it worse.


BUtT I felt sick as a pig earlier which made me quite happy lol

 

[biteable]

its gr8 when things like feeling sick make you feel happy etc,ive felt quite rough all day nausea,headache and the paranoia that through this pregnancy im not needing to pee more often,also felt quite tearful which i spose gave me more hope x

 

[Drazic<3]

With the most love possible, I hope you are throwing your guts up very soon

I understand, it's reassuring. Now mine has started to get better I miss it, hated it at the time though! Keep fighting darling, you always have a friend here if you need a chat.

 

[WantaBelly]

Lawa, I'm so glad you're feeling better today!

 

[cazza22]

Just wanted to give u a hug hun ((((hugs)))) x x x

 

[BeanieBaby]

The cramps are v. normal this early but I completely understand how hard it is not to be paranoid as i'm exactly the same after my Nov loss. I am sure your little beanie is just getting nice and cosy in there. The spots are a good sign your hormones are rising as I had a breakout this wk too and only ever get a big break out in early pregnancy! Try and have a relaxing weekend and hopefully the cramps will ease off over the next few days. xxx