Hi all,
thanks for your messages, really lovely to come home to!
Well good news - after a few hours in triage late last night, they decided they didn't know what the pain was, but that it wasn't anything they were majorly worried about.
I was back at the hospital at 8 this morning for my routine appointments ( i feel like i live there at the moment!). Anomaly scan, showed we're having another baby girl (yay!), all healthy, and that my cervix has stayed the same at 2.6cm, no funnelling.
Also, my FFN test came back NEGATIVE. DOUBLE YAY!!!
During my speculum examination, they did see a spot of blood next to my cervix (which terrified me, as they told me this before my scan, so i had visions of being funnelled down to the stitch...), which they think could explain the pain i'm in - so the stitch is aggravating something.
Had a good chat with the consultant, and she said she's very happy with things and not worried about the pain i'm getting, as nothing indicates its linked with going into labour, more likely just the pain from the stitch. Which is kind of frustrating, as i'm left with a deep abdominal pain (like a stab or small knife in me) that i think i'm just going to have to live with, unless it gets much much worse. Its not like they can remove the stitch to relieve it!
SO all in all a good. Feel so much happier now and reassured, plus i came home to my daughters first ever school pics, plus a magazine article i'd written has been published today (I'm trying to break into writing again), so feeling cautiously positive for the first time in weeks.
Amy- thinking of you - i hope you're okay.
And thanks everyone else for your kind messages
Now for that bar of chocolate i've been saving up...