yay millie, i knew u was gonna make it hunny, i just felt it for u from the start, im so happy for u

!! sorry i have not been updating at all, i was feeling so down about everything but things have turned around n i am doing well praise God

!! i been on hospital bedrest since 23/5 n still here but thank God we are stable, still pregnant, no more contractions or pressure n doing great!! i cant tell u wut a roller coaster ride this has been but im sure u n the other ladies already know as we all have the same issue pretty much, we r still on this journey but i am so thankful for how far i have come, i kept praying n never gave up on my baby, i been here for 6 weeks today only allowed to get up for quick bthrm breaks n back n bed, i get to leave in 2 weeks at 32 weeks, im so excited for that

!! so when i got here they were preparing me for delivery, i was contracting a little, had alot of rectal pressure n was 1 cm dilated, they were concerned cause they could see my membranes through the small opening but it wasnt bulging thank God, so they started me on magnesium to stop contractions n gave me the steroid shots, doctors kept coming in to talk to me n tell me the odds of my baby's survival if they had to deliver now n if i continued to dilate they would have to remove the cerclage, well i just laid there n prayed with my whole heart to God n begged Him to please not take my baby n how much i love her n i would spend my life making her happy if he gives her to me, all i could do was pray n put it in His hands, after that day i have remained stable here, they check me on the monitor everyday n no contractions n i am just feeling so much better all around now, i know for sure my baby will make it now, they tell me now that we beat the odds n they now believe i could go all the way to term, my cervix was .8 funneled slightly pass the stitch at is shortest n they havent bothered checking that anymore, they dont want to bother things there at this point unless i start bleeding or my water breaks, i tell u the pressure there has been so much better now i feel like it may have even grown back some...i think they may check again in a few weeks b4 releasing me n i will come back n update n let u ladies know how its going...i believe at the end of this i will go all the way to term n have a story to tell that will help inspire others. thank u so much to the ladies of this thread that have been there for me n inspired me by sharing ur stories n experience, i really appreciate it so much,
lizzy u r a gift from God for us ladies, i will never forget how many time ur reassurance n knowledge has helped me...i will keep u all in my prayers, keeping baking those babies

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JJEE, so happy to see ur still here baking too, we r so close

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oh i had a sono today n my little girl is weighing 2lbs 14 oz, almost 3 lbs yay

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