INTRO - Nice to meet everyone. 1MC, pregnant after NO cycle, now freaking out a lot.

[silmarien]

I feel depressed a lot thinking "Why bother being happy when the baby will probably die in the womb anyway". Horrid thought, I know. I wish I could stop feeling this way.

 

[ladders]

Hi silmarien I know exactly how you feel, I had a mc at 6 weeks 2 days at the beginning of May, and discovered I was pregnant again on may 29th.
I thought that once I got past the point of before that I would feel safe but that lasted like a day.
I have a scan booked for the 28th July which I'm counting down the days to because I'm so worried. Maybe we can keep each other sane until we get our scans!

 

[silmarien]

Hi silmarien I know exactly how you feel, I had a mc at 6 weeks 2 days at the beginning of May, and discovered I was pregnant again on may 29th.
I thought that once I got past the point of before that I would feel safe but that lasted like a day.
I have a scan booked for the 28th July which I'm counting down the days to because I'm so worried. Maybe we can keep each other sane until we get our scans!

Sure, I definitely need to stay sane! Thanks so much for your support. Today I took another wondfo, and it was lighter than the other ones I'd taken before, and I flipped the hell out thinking my hCG levels were plummeting. The line is still dark, but really, just about anything sets me off.

How have you been handling it?

 

[Woofie1015]

Hi silmarien, and congratulations on your bfp!

I miscarried at 5 weeks back in February, and it took me a few months to really accept it and get back to a good place - I can imagine it must be very emotional for you to be pregnant again so soon. I also can relate to what you said about prefacing everything when talking about your pregnancy - my phrase was "if everything works out...".

Anyway, I just wanted to say hello and hang in there! Keep testing if it makes you feel better - there's a good chance that one cheapie you took was a fluke. Get plenty of rest and keep us updated on how you're doing. When are you planning on calling your doc?

 

[ladders]

Don't worry about the tests it doesn't show anything because it depends on how much you've drank etc and they can only show you if your pregnant or not not how well it's doing. Do know how you feel though because I was testing about three times a day until about 6 weeks!
Had a few weeks of not feeling too stressed but now I have a date for my scan I'm obsessing about mmc and so scared there will be nothing on the scan. Still over two weeks to go!
When's your scan booked for?