Hahaha I can't wait to squeeze Millie's chubby legs too!! She is doing well, she does ten hours off the C-pap then 2 hours on, Once they can wean her off completely they will begin to think about shipping her into the next room, the nursery. V.excited about that prospect! She had a bath last week, her first bath at three and a half months old......I hope she is not starting as she means to carry on as we will have one hell of a stinky teenager on our hands!!
She hated her bath, and screamed from start to finish, when she goes to the nursery I will be able to bath her much more regularly.
She now weighs 4lb 5oz, the doctors really feel though that the quicker she grows the quicker she will improve her breathing side of things. For a while now she has been on 50% EBM and 50% pre-aptamil formula, as the doctor said there were more calories for her in the formula. They have now decided to change her to a formula that has even more calories, so in the next week or so we should see some good weight gains. Her o2 requirements have not changed, still 0.2, they have given me the bliss leaflet about coming home on 02 to start preparing me but we will cross that bridge when we come to it!
I have had a dodgy week emotionally, dangerously close to tears all the time, so it only takes a questionable comment from a snappy nurse or a baby who I know was only just admitted going home to set me off. The only way I can describe it is, imagine you have 5 levels of emotion from (1) totally chilled to (5)actually crying, most of us run day to day at about 2 and work our way up to 5 before we cry. Well these days I seem to run on a 4, it only takes something small to set me off. I even cry at the good news, they told me they feel her ROP is improving and that she may not need lazer surgery, I balled my eyes out. I'm sure they think I'm totally wacko!