confused2011
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While I can understand most people are entitled to their opinion, I do believe that to a certain extent, some things should just be left to your thoughts. While I realize that it was just over a week ago that I delivered my precious Daymian still born, I am ready to move on and I am looking forward to trying again as soon as possible. I understand that some people need more time than that and I have so much respect for that. I lost my son to getting sick with paravirus B19 and the information I have received on the virus, has given me great relief that Daymian went as peacefully as he went. If I had to endure what I endured to insure that my son didn't live a life full of heartache and illness, then I would do that a hundred, heck a million times over!. I had posted on my wall yesterday that I was anxious to be able to try again and someone had the balls to tell me that no human ever could be mentally ready to endure pregnancy again and I remember sitting back just in disbelief that someone really felt that they knew better than I do about my mental well being. I have had two ectopics and a still birth since September of 2011 and each time has made me mentally stronger and for some reason led me to finding peace in what happens. I feel very strongly that there is a reason for everything. I know that physically it is a no go as far as getting pregnant right now, but I am honestly hoping to begin trying in November.