I should be jumping for joy etc: but im not, I dont think I have ever felt quite so miserable. People say 'enjoy your pregnancy now', but I just cant seem to enjoy it ay all. It's all panic, panic and more panic. Even my dr's are concerned. Please tell me this is normal for a first time mum because it's driving me up the wall. Everyday Im worried something will happen to baby and I just cannot seem to get it out my mind and I really dont know what to do. Other than to have private scans every few weeks which will set us back hundreds, what am I meant to do? Please tell me theres other on here who feel this way?