I turn 34 in a few months, and will be getting married later this summer. It just occurred to me that I'll be 35 when our first child is born... if all goes well. That has hit me hard. I know 35 isn't ancient and I know moms have babies later than that with no problems... but I've seen my sister struggle with fertility problems and fetal genetic issues due to age and it scares me. Who knows, I could experience the same. And we want more than one child... making me even older than that. It's all hitting me right now and I'm not feeling too great 
