Imalia
Missing my angel baby
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So I know I haven't been around for a while, and there's a lot of new faces here. I just needed so much energy to make it through the holidays. I had to go up to the hospital today to have some bloods taken, and wow. It's the first time I've been there in a year and a half, since the last of all the follow up appointments after losing our son, and it all just hit me again. The smell, the same pictures on the wall. I don't know, I'm rambling a bit, but it all just hit me again and I started crying. I'm usually so much better at coping now that it's really thrown me for a bit. Anyway I'm not really saying anything much, but I just needed to get it out.