i just can't control it at times. i got married in Sept 09 and in Nov found out we were expecting.first pregnancy,unexpected pregnancy, so excited. well i lost the baby at 8 weeks. one day i just started bleeding, next thing u know i'm going in for tests, it all happened so fast. i got a d&c. i bleed for a couple weeks and spent them crying in bed. and now its been four months and every time i get my period i cry. it just doesn't seem fair and i was never given a reason. so of course now i want a baby so bad. i get that you have to wait, i know but now that we got the green light, my husband is saying no. i mean really? he thinks its too early in our marriage and we should wait. wait for what? i don't get it. its causing us to fight and i just am not wanting to give in on this? am i wrong? i just feel empty. one day I'm carring around my first child and the next its being pulled from out of me to die. i just don't know who to talk to because all my friends have kids and don't understand. plus it makes me more upset at the fact that they had healthy babies and i didn't.