Just a little bit down

[Leah_xx]

So my Oh leaves here in less then a month to go to college.
and my anxiety and depression are really starting to kick in
Im constantly crying cause of it and my hormones.
I'm not scared that he is going to leave me but I'm afraid that he and I will drift apart due to the fact that we will only see eachother on weekends.
and when I go into labor he won't be right there with me so I'm right there scared about that too.

When I had a scared when i was like 20 weeks an they thought I might start having contractions or an infection and he wasn't there I was petrified.
I can't do this all on my own.
I'm a strong person but when it comes to my LO I'm weak.
and I kno I can't be for her sake,
but she is the glue that'll hold us two together.

I just felt a little down and I know someone out there will talk to me and help me through
and if not feels the way I feel right now.

 

[pinkribbon]

Is there nothing you can do during the days to keep yourself occupied and your mind busy?

 

[Leah_xx]

Not really
I babysit for my aunt during the day
and after that I have nothing to do
I can't call friends to hang out since they all ditched me

 

[Eabha'sMum]

awh!! if i lived near.... we could hang out, but i don't... so i dunno why i said that
you will be great, soon you will start nesting, and i am sure as soon as anything happens he will be by your side quick as he can!!
xx

 

[Leah_xx]

yeah he will be
he goes to college about 45 mins away.

 

[samface182]

try not to worry too much. it might be a bit different as me and my OH live together, but i never see him. he works 12 hour shifts. on his days off, he just wants to sleep.

i'm sure if you went into labour or anything happened, your OH would be there asap.

why not start sorting out your babies stuff to keep you occupied, make a scrapbook of your pregnancy or try and find a hobby. even buy a computer game that you will get hooked on. like the sims or something. that game has made my pregnancy fly by! lol

xx

 

[Leah_xx]

try not to worry too much. it might be a bit different as me and my OH live together, but i never see him. he works 12 hour shifts. on his days off, he just wants to sleep.

i'm sure if you went into labour or anything happened, your OH would be there asap.

why not start sorting out your babies stuff to keep you occupied, make a scrapbook of your pregnancy or try and find a hobby. even buy a computer game that you will get hooked on. like the sims or something. that game has made my pregnancy fly by! lol

xx

i have sorted out baby things.
sorted all her clothes and coupons i have gotten.
i play comp games all day long.
im thinking of starting a scarpbook for her.

 

[PleaseBaby]

45 mins isnt far away, he'll have plenty of time to get to you when you go into labour x