teenmommy15
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So this has been whats been going on with me.. when me and marcus(my boyfriend) told my mom and his mom i was pregnant i was 3 months about and my mom wasnt thrilled but she loves me and wasnt upset his mom said "well its not marcus" and he said yes it is shes horrible she refused to let me see him unless i got an A which i refused and so when me and him were talking on the phone ive been trying to get him to stand up to his mother and he hasnt until real recently which made me excited i finally thought things were looking up for this little family weve created but then i realized hes not ready to be a dad he knows nothing and that turned into an arguement and things have been really making me upset lately. my teachers have been a nightmare, i cant stop thinking that my daughter is never gonna have a grandpa marcus' dad doesnt love him, his step dad doesnt care about him and his mom doesnt love him but i refused to let my daughter be anywhere near his mom and step dad because they wanted me to get an A and my father was murdered about 2 years ago and that is why my daughters name is Sadie Mae my dad used to sing my the song Sadie when i was young all the time before he passed and it just makes me so emotional to think he'll never meet her i havent seen marcus sing november i hope he works this out and ill be able to see him soon we already worked it out for him to be at the delivery but i want him to be their for her all the time its just i dont want to do all the pregnancy stuff that couples do together alone its just feels like everything is crashing and burning around and the only think that makes me happy is to know that she's their and she mine and no one can take that away from me and the sad fact of all this is , is that its not even the half of it the months i spent being pregnant have been the happiest of my life but these problems havent been getting to me till now im just so emotional and its so hard to work through when all you want to do is cry all the time .