light hearted ttc

[josephine3]

Awww so pleased u brought Zachary home! You can enjoy being a mum now!

 

[mzswizz]

hello_kitty-Glad you have Zachary now! Now you can enjoy being a mommy. Cant wait for pics.

 

[hello_kitty]

Thanks ladies. I was in bed taking a nap with Zachary when hubby called me from work. He said there was a shooting at the mall right next to where we live (only 5 minute walking distance). Two people were killed and at at least 4 were injured. It was a crazy shooting were a lunatic just goes in and starts firing shots without reason. I am super scared now and afraid to shop at that mall in the future. I was just there yesterday to get some drinks.

 

[AC1987]

omg!! that was near you?? like the one that was all over the news this morning? In oregon? how scary!!
But I'm really happy you have Zachary home with you!


AFM not much happening I'm so tired...
Heres a picture of Cassidy and me.
https://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y260/AshleyMiranda/2012-12-09001035-1.jpg

 

[boxxey]

she is sooooooooo cute.....103 more days give or take and I will have my wee Fella

 

[sg0720]

Awwww beautiful picture ashely. Such a happy baby

 

[Blondiejay]

Lovely pic Ashley.

So glad Zachary is home in time for Christmas.

We've had a hard couple of days/nights where Darcy just wants to feed or cry the whole time. We just have to keep telling ourselves it won't last forever and she is still so new.

 

[mzswizz]

Ashley-lovely pic of you two!

Hello_kitty-that must be scary. the same happened years ago around dh's neighborhood right down the street. Some lunatic just starting shooting for no reason But nobody was hurt thank goodness.

AFM, im on cd20 and this morning I discovered that I have LOADS of thick, creamy white cm Have no clue what it means because my cm never looked like this before. It was more on the watered down side but this time its very thick. Dont know if that means im getting closer to ov and the cm is going to change soon or what but i guess its just a wait and see. Now i get to see if AF is going to come during the 4th week of the bc like the midwife says it should or im going to get it in the middle of the pack again. Hopefully whenever it does decide to show up....it will be spotting and doesnt lasts long like the last one because im ready to enjoy alone time with dh. Im researching nice places we can go to while he is down so he can enjoy his time here and it can be a romantic little getaway while he is here because unfortunately i got a phone call from my MIL and she says she definitely has to move now so now she will be here when dh comes down to visit Oh well dh told me thats not going to stop him but at the sam time i just want us to be free and not have to be secretive about what WE do. But we shall see. Today, im going to straighten up a bit and also relax because i need all the relaxing i can get before MIL comes in. DH is pretty pissed at MIL because he is telling her what she can and cannot bring and she is fighting with him saying she is still going to do it so he is pretty pissed off at her because he says she is rying to do whatever she wants to do and thats not going to work. Atleast i actually have proof that n matter if i stand my ground...this lady does whatever she wants and i think thats going to be a problem once she gets here. Hoping we dont end up arguing most of her stay here though. Well as an update. I talked to my ex friend and everything went well. We are now okay with talking again and found out it was all a misunderstanding and rumors just going about so we both apologized and now are trying to mend our friendship again Soon I will only have 3 months to go with the BC and also dh wants to be a medical corpsman. And he talked to corpsman and they told him that he is most likely never going to be assigned to a ship and just have shore duty and if he gets deployed...they will fly him out Happy about that because if he has shore duty then that menas that he will be there with me everyday and so we will have no problem ttc because he will be there for the pregnancy So fxed that he gets that job

 

[AC1987]

Aww hang in there Susi, it will get better, the first month is HARD I know but you'll be ok just accept any help you can!

Patrice, aww that sucks about your MIL.. hopefully she wont stay too long with you.
Wow 3 months til you stop bcp thats great!!

 

[josephine3]

Ashley what u beautiful pic, i have one just like it of me and lo next to the tree too! You're both so pretty!

It would scare me living in america..everyone seems to have guns! Or is it not as bad as they make out?
Having said that a girl on my street got murdered a few years back. Its a scary world out there!

 

[josephine3]

Patrice time is really flying with those bcp! Is that 3 months gone?

I forgot to add also that i am having a mini freak out cos i keep feeling a sicky empty feeling despite eating loads. Iv just started to have cramps on my left hand side too... I surely cant be pregnant as we've only dtd a few times since georgia was born and we used protection.. He did have it 'near' me tho lol before he put it on but im sure im just freaking out for no reason arrrhhhh

 

[hello_kitty]

Ashley - Yes thats the one. Its been all over the news. I drove past the mall on the way home and there were a lot of news reporters and police cars blocking all of the entrances to the mall. The mall will never feel the same again when I eventually go back, especially the food court where I used to enjoy hanging out.

Yesterday was my bday. Zachary came home 2 days before my bday.

He's been a little fussy tonight. Dont know why but now he is sleeping again. I was about to get some sleep and realized that he will wake up any minute for his feed so I might as well stay up til then. Sooo tired!

 

[AC1987]

hello kitty, thats how I used to feel, people always say sleep when your baby sleeps, but if you know your LO is gonna be up in an hour and it takes me about an hour to fall asleep it felt like whats the point i would just rest if I were you

Jo, yeah alot of people own guns here, but I find theres like the "bad" areas of towns and cities and if you stay clear of those places then its usually not that bad.
You should post that pic of you and Georgia!!

AFM I still haven't dtd with my dh Hes in the mood at night but I'm EXHAUSTED then, and then in the morning I usually have energy but hes sound asleep and doesnt wanna wake up Ahhh well I'm sure once my mom goes home we'll be back at it lets just hope I dont get pregnant right away ahhaha

 

[mzswizz]

Ashley-yes in 2 weeks and 1 day..i will only have 3 months left And hoping you dont end up with a surprise bfp...that happened to my sister 3 months after she gave birth to my nephew

Jo-Yes in 2 weeks and 1 day..it would be 3 months gone and 3 months left before I stop the bcps. So time is just flying on by.

Hello_kitty-happy belated birthday by the way. Hoping you can get some sleep in.

AFM, its cd21 today and I am exhausted. Today, I suppose to go down to Miami to help MIL bring up food from her freezer here. Im going to go later because Im not up for the drive right now. I been down lately just because of the whole moving thing and Im just ready for DH to come home. He says im not going to be here for long so thats a good thing because im really ready to get out of this house and be with him. Hoping its before i get off the BC so we can still enjoy each other for a little bit while he is in school for his new job. He says once they change him then Im moving to wherever he is so im happy about that. Im just ready to be back together again and MIL can just be able to have the house to herself while we are gone. Atleast then I dont have to worry about privacy or anything. Well, I dont know when AF is coming nor do I know when I am suppose to ovulate. Since AF started in the middle of the pack...im hoping it didnt knock it off track and now its going to come every 2nd week of the BCPs. But if i think about it..if it did..then it would be every 28 days that my cycle came so maybe that isnt a bad thing. Well, im going to watch an episode of my show and then start cleaning up around the house. Oh and dh said something to me that was very thoughtful last night. He told me that the way I am now..he can tell im in mommy mode and with that being said..just from being around me, he know i am going to make a wonderful mommy That was pretty sweet of him. He has been doing nice things and saying nice things like telling me he loves me and how pretty I am just because and I appreciate every minute of it. Cant wait until he comes home next Friday

 

[josephine3]

Patrice surely if ur on bcp u wont ovulate? just a thought....have u only had the one af in the 3 months?
Georgia wouldnt go down well to sleep tonightm took 3 attempts. Dont kno whats up with her recently shes been so good till now. Is there a 4 month sleep regression? I keep hearing about them in baby club.

I never thought id say this but i sooo hope im not pregnant...that would be too crazy im not ready to go through that again!

 

[mzswizz]

jo-i will still ovulate..the bcps just block the sperm from being able to reach the egg. And im only on month 2 of the pills.

 

[boxxey]

I went for my 3d/4d scan today and oh my it was amazing, we are having a boy forsure and are stuck on names the ones that I think suit his wee face are Dominic and Maverick tell me what yas all think and any ideas for name are welcome

 

[mzswizz]

boxxey-love the scan ics and love both names. What about Tristan?

AFM, im cd22 today and i just experienced loads of watery white cm Dont really kno whats going on but its all going to be a wait and see for me. I have been busy cleaning for 2 hours so far this morning. I have cleaned both upstairs and downstairs' bathrooms and rearranged everything under the sinks. Also, washed the dishes and swept the floors. Now i have laundry, folding, and mopping to do thats left. Im just trying to clean what I can. The other things have to wait until everything gets rearranged and I can see what Im working with afterwards. I also have to go back down to Miami to move more food up here. Im thinking by the end of this day, Im going to go to bed early again. I went to bed around 7:30 last night. Its just so much I got left to do but Im going to take a break at the moment. Even though I clean up....the house still looks a mess with all of MIL things still over the place but Im not going to stress because DH will be home soon to help me get rid of most of this stuff. I cant wait until January 2nd because DH told me yesterday over the phone that he has a brthday surprise. Its a nice overnight getaway at a hotel Just what we need because I know its going to be stressful with MIL here and DH and her arguing all the time. He says he tried to get it booked for my birthday but they werent available. He wont tell me the hotel or anything we are going to do but he gave me hints saying its alot of nightlife and daylife so bring clothes for both occassions. And i think we are going somewhere nice because he was throwing hints about bringing the dresses that I got. I told dh i had an appt that morning then after that we are free to enjoy ourselves. I cant wait!!! A nice overnight stay at a hotel and places to go and see is just what we both need. He says he wants to start the New Year with a bang and right so im happy we doing this. Also, cant wait for him to get re-rated so I can pack up and leave. He found out that he was suppose to be pulled out of submarines within a week of the approval Its been almost a month?! DH didnt even know it was suppose to happen so fast. But the lieutenant who has been helping him through this process is so helpful and she is getting things done so his process can go forward so she said he will hear something either before he leaves or when he comes back on their follow up appt on Jan. 8th sooooo im excited because I might be leaving in January or February So nothing but good news over here so far

 

[mzswizz]

AFM, its cd23 today and I am exhausted. It feels like I havent gotten enough sleep. I guess my body is still tired from the hours of cleaning I did. I got to finish laundry today though. My friend called this morning and she wants me to drive her dad to Doral, FL for a rental car and thats almost a hour drive Im pretty tired but I might do it seeing as I got to go to Miami anyways so I can just take him there and then head back north to go to Miami. Cant believe today is already Saturday and tomorrow I start week 2 of the BCPs. It doesnt feel like its been 5 weeks already It feels like I just started the first pack. DH is super excited and cant wait to come down. Not only that, he cant wait until I am able to finally move and be where he is. FXed sooooo bad that he is re-rated as a medical corpsman (corpsman pronounced coreman for some odd reason ) So all i got to do is drive 19 hours east and BAM right in San Antonio, Texas. And plus he will have shore duty so we can ttc with no problem Just hoping that happens so fxed and heavy prayer Now on another good note....we have paid of one of our credit cards in full and closed the account so that means 1 less credit card to pay a month We are trying to get rid of all our credit card debt because once we do that...we will be able to have more money because majority of the money goes to credit card payments So everything is going well. Now to take the time out to mourn the losses of the children and people during the Connecticut shooting yesterday. Their families are in my prayers. I cant believe someone can go into an elementary and not think twice about killing 20 children ranging in the ages of 5-10. This feels like another phase of terrorism. What is going on in the world today?! People are just opening fire without a care in the world. And they go out easy because they turn the guns on themselves. I wish they would've caught him before he did that so he can rot in prison instead of getting the easy way out. In the end, he is going to suffer but the families who have lost someone will suffer worse than him. I couldnt imagine what would be going through my mind if that were to happen if i had a child. Just goes to show that we cant really have any type of place we can call safe. I just hope this gets better and not worse. Im tired of innocent people dying for no reason. R.I.P. to those who have fallen. You will be forever missed but never forgotten.

 

[boxxey]

Its so sad that someone can be so unstable to harm anyone children included, I had a hard time watching this unfold as I could only sit and imagine what these parents were feeling knowing they will never se there babies again, we all hug our babies tighter, and forget about being annoyed with the 6 am wake call that they want to eat or they are bored, this things become nothing but the satisfaction that you get to have those little people everyday. God Bless that town and those families I pray they find peace and may all their angels watch over them for the rest of their lives.