Lonely... a rant....

[AbbynChloe]

I know this is probably the worst place top post - and hope not to bring others down with this......... but i am so bloodly lonely and sick and tired of raising LO on my own.

Little history, complicated relationship w FOB but we are not together - he doen't feel ready to be a father.... lmao Chloe is nearly 2 (will he ever get used to the idea??) at the moment he see's her as and when - which is around a couple of hours in the week and every third weekend. and sad to say I still love him and hope for that moment where............. yah I know!!!

I have had a history of depression and actual sickness that has only started to resolve itself, and Chloe will be starting day care soon.

But all my friends are getting married and starting their families, I just want someone to sit with in the evenings - share a glass of wine with, plan the rest on my days together, instead of this constant worry of money and blah blah blah

A proper day to day male role model for Chloe, and adult voice to talk to and cuddle up to at night (although I do really love sleeping with Chloe at the moment)

And to say it.... have a bloody sex life, not a day of nappies and in the night garden and CBeeBies and frigging crayons!!!

Sorry to rant but i have been stalking for months and thought id be proactive

Abby

 

[suzanne108]

Welcome

Ohhhh I know what you mean. The nighttimes are a little lonely I usually sit on here and FB then go to bed really early. BORING!

I don't really want a man to be honest. But would be nice to have a friend that understands! One I can spend time with in the real world anyway...lots of friends on here but they are too blimmin far away

Sorry, no advice there but you are not alone. We are all the same I think!!

As for FOB......tell him to sort himself out. Grrrr I hate men!!!

xxx

 

[purpledahlia]

x

 

[AbbynChloe]

Lol I know - but a good night sleep has changed everything... I think I was tired and feeling a little sorry for myself! today is a new day and i am thankful for the life i have with my daughter and know that i am truly blessed! xxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[totallyashley]

I feel a bit like this sometimes. Lately because I am super tired looking after Daisy all alone day and night. I am happy with how things are though and wouldn't change how things turned out. Regets are pointless things!

 

[gemabee]

i think we all have these days... thankfully they are few nd far between.
but u know what... i look back to when i was with fob... nd how often we would argue, or he would let me down, or when he would jus upset me by doin somethin horrid... nd i realise that the lonely days i have now are a lot less frequent than the upset nd stressed days i used to have.
glad ur feelin better tho hun!!
xx

 

[expecting09]

I feel like this some days too, turns out I'm the last single one of my friends, it is quite annoying if we go out (which is once in a blue moon) I feel like a lemon! I agree with Suzanne, would be nice to just have a friend that understands, they moan if there bf's aren't there for one night, why moan at me?! I don't have anybody there every blimin night! Does my head in sometimes, but what can we do eh?!

 

[AbbynChloe]

We cuddle out babies, because they bring us more joy than any man ever could!