Long term ttc..

[Gem_34]

Hey, my first post really as feel so alone.

I have 2 children 13 and 14 from previous relationship.

Been with my now husband 12 years and been ttc since we got married 8 years ago.

There isn't any reason medically why it hasn't happened & because I have 2 previous children my doctors don't seem to help.

Everything now is against us.

I'm now 34 which seems to be a concern of most
3 of my sister in laws declared was trying 6 months ago and now have just announced in the last 8 weeks, all 3 are now pregnant.

Because we've been trying for so long & all my friends have tried & got pregnant I just feel like Noone in real life knows what is really is like

I'm currently in another 2ww
And feel so lost.
We've recently have said only trying until April for our own sanity and to a point of moving forward with our life.

I'm a test addict and had 2 evap lines within 10 mins and a few negative which have broken me.

Currently 9dpo

 

[OnErth&InHvn]

I have a 14, 13 and 12yr old. TTC since the 12yr old. Last year had ovarian cancer and got that removed. Got BFP in may and had my baby in December. My story isnt exactly like yours but I understand some of the feelings. It's tough and many people dont understand