Good Afternoon Phoenixrose!
I was excited to read your reply. You are so similar to me,
I love that your a Virgo, this may sound strange but I always have a
close connection with Virgo's. My Dad who is no longer with us, he passed
when I was 16, back in 1999, anyways he was/is a Virgo, and he and I were so close, I have two really good childhood friends from MD, that I still talk to all the time they are both Virgo's , then my Uncle, who is like double my age,
he and I are really close for some reason. Im an Aquarius, but I think something with me and Virgo's I am just drawn to them and have some close bond. That probably sounds weird.
Im not totally alone on my TTC Journey, My Mom is my best friend and I tell her alot, but I always feel like my family gets tired of me talking about it, so I keep alot too myself. Both of my best girls in MD, know everything, but they also both have two kids and they are my age. So I know they are support and but same with you, it's not encouraging when there are screaming kids in the background etc.,
My husband is always supportive no matter what, he said that he would do what ever I need him to, and if I need to schedule BD, he said just let him know and he'll be there. I just dont tell him that I have OCD about TCC. That I am on the internet where ever I get a hot minute reading and re-reading, trying to educate myself over and over again.
Listening to you, you sound like your a Pro and got your's down to a science. I guess that's what TTC is, it's a science. I just think part of me is in denial, I thought I would get pregnant no problemo. Same with you, the women in my family all have 3 or more children, and had not problem making them. My Aunt got pregnant 3 times on birth control.
My plan is to just complete these 3 months if needed of Clomid, then see about getting a HSG. I was putting off doing anything that was expensive. My DH lost his Job back in September 2011 and he just started working again two weeks ago. So life has been up in the air. We don't make alot of money to being with. What do you do for a living by the way? I work for a local Family Doctor, I manage the office. I have been working here for 8 years. I love it!
Did you or Do you have any side effects from the Clomid? I had a little bit of the Hot Flashes when I was taking it, and also has a headache everyday I was on it. Also since she put me on the Provera, then the Clomid, my face had been breaking out. I normally dont really get alot of pimples, but these days I want to run and hide.
But I figured, hey it's the least I can do. Im desparate to be a mother!!!
I laughed when you said you've been crazy ever since your Husband said that you guys could start trying. I feel the same way. I felt this anticipation for years. We have been together for 9 years, and married 3 of them. Once he gave me the OK, I felt like I totally went crazy, and have only got crazier since. I try and try to remind myself that it will happen, and it's out of my hands, but GUESS WHAT! I need to take it in to my hands and get this boat moving. I feel like when ever I get the BFP and Im in the clear, that I will have this big weight lifted from my shoulders. Will I? I will probably then start obcessing about 1000 other things, but I swear, I feel like I need this weight lifted from my shoulders. The clock is Tickin and I aint getting any younger!
What if I want another. Geeze Louise. Sorry I was having a moment there, LOL.
I like your new picture, your beautiful! it's great to put a face to your posts. I might change mine too! I was trying to be discret, and didn't want to put my face out there, so I was hiding behind one of those pretty fall tree's in my pic. LMAO.
Well it's great talking to you, and getting to know you. Let keep it going.
Have a great Day. TTYL!!