Feeling VERY guilty right now... I can't be my normal "super mom" to my other children.. i'm still functioning but I do NOT feel up to be the shuttle bus like they expect... My 13yr old actually asked "Oh, your still this sad over Emma?" ... and she then made the comment .. " oh, you loved her that much?" ... Really??!? I tried explaining I love her as much as I love you... she then understood but still expects me to do, and take her places & act completely normal ... I can't! I finally told her NO tonight & I felt horrible, like a bad mom ... I just need time and feel like I am screaming to the world (friends & family) and no one is listening......