Lots of crazy testing, all for nothing

[AngelUK]

I can see them and it IS early! Oh I so wish there could be a more decisive answer!

 

[LuvallmyH]

Thanks ladies. I know I’m not being rational. I can’t help it. I’ll hope tomorrow brings a better answer. Especially the one I want.

 

[LuvallmyH]

Well, here is my answer:

I will be fine. I can just never ever do this again. I am 100 million % done. Happy with what I have. Moving on with my life. I appreciate all your continued support over these hard 9 months and before. My family is complete.

 

[JessaBear36]

Your tests still have lines. Do think pregnancy is ending already? Are u bleeding at all?
I'm feeling the same way about still ttc since my last loss. You have a big family so enjoy life with them. Wish I had just 1 more, a sibling for my son. Looks like thats not gonna happen for me. Wish u the best.
So sorry honey =(
Take care of yourself
hugs!!

 

[LuvallmyH]

@JessaBear36 there is no progression at all. In my experience that’s never good. I’m not bleeding & af isn’t due until Wednesday. I have the same thing happen month after month after month. I just can’t emotionally do it anymore. My chances are so slim to begin with. I need to finish processing losing my little boy and not have to process more losses. I need to make peace again with being done.

 

[LuvallmyH]

The ics still have lines after the time limit, but the frer is bfn. No point in continuing to test.

I will admit this time I was hopeful. The tests seemed like they were going somewhere.

 

[JessaBear36]

@JessaBear36 there is no progression at all. In my experience that’s never good. I’m not bleeding & af isn’t due until Wednesday. I have the same thing happen month after month after month. I just can’t emotionally do it anymore. My chances are so slim to begin with. I need to finish processing losing my little boy and not have to process more losses. I need to make peace again with being done.

Understandable hun
Hope you can find some peace.

 

[Bevziibubble]

 

[napamermaid]

Im so sorry x
I was sure this was it xx

 

[xxmyheartxx]

 

[Deethehippy]

Luv night pee might not be enough for a frer.
I would still test this morning to confirm.
I’m really so sorry if it’s over but I really hope it’s not.

 

[napamermaid]

Agreed.
Also that frer couldnt have goen from bfp to bfn so fast xx

 

[napamermaid]

Have you tested today?

 

[LuvallmyH]

11dpo fmu

 

[Deethehippy]

They look darker than last nights don't they? Do on my old laptop anyway.
No more FRER's left?

 

[LuvallmyH]

After time limit

No more frer. I have more coming today but I don’t think I need to use them. Too many faint shadows & lines for too many days with not enough progression. We can try to rationalize and make excuses because we want them to be positive/progressing but they just aren’t.

 

[Deethehippy]

11DPO is still early....I know what you are saying though and I understand it too.

 

[napamermaid]

They are def darker xx

 

[AngelUK]

So many hugs Luv, I was so hopeful for you.

 

[Suggerhoney]

Oh Luv I was so hoping this was finally it for you.
Will u be doing another Frer today because ure ICs line look a tad darker I think