dachsundmom
Mommy To A Needy Husband
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Ready, what do you mean by "coming to an end?"
Oh there is so much sadness on here and it breaks my heart, why does it have to be so hard? It is 5am and I´m up coz I can´t sleep. I dreamed I was pregnant and it was so awful accepting it wasn´t true when I woke up I just couldn´t go back to sleep.
I guess in an strange way I am lucky, I have been pregnant three times in my life, no babies to show for it sadly, but at least I know it is possible. I think the unexplained diagnosis has to be the hardest one to deal with. Ready I can understand you are feeling fried, i hope iui works for you, or if not that you get back to where you want to be in feeling contented with your life. Yes TTC sucks but without it I wouldn´t have got to know you lot so at least I have my silver lining.
I´m on cycle 12 since my last mc and we don´t have money for treatments, the state just cut all funding for fertility and if i get insurance they won´t pay for fertility treatments in the first year, so trying a PMA is pretty much my only path for now. So yes! Manifest and then some!
Sorry this turned sad Natsby.
I hope your PMA works for you!
btw- I've had those pregnancy dreams, it's awful. I had 2 in the same week. Fortunately, I haven't had one in several months. Lately, it's been all action/adventure in my dreams, lol.
Good luck, I hope you positivity pays off. I have my fingers crossed for you.I don't know that I'm considered LTTTC yet - it's been 8 cycles TTC, with an additional 2 or so NTNP (with little clue back then, mind you). But all of this year basically. I have some form of LPD, so LP is 7-9 days, possibly with an endometrium issue... not too flash for the TTC.
I was really starting to get a bit apathetic/down the last couple of cycles before last, but going to the FS really picked me up and made me feel like I was doing something constructive/that I had options. I'm on my second cycle of clomid now and, I don't know, out of the blue I am ridiculously hopeful and optimistic for this cycle - I have no concrete reason for it, my LP didn't increase last cycle, but I feel entirely positive and almost - excited.
I'll probably be back in a few days from now to delete this naiive posting but for now - it's on!
to all, sooner or later all of our times will come xxxxxxxx
I don't know that I'm considered LTTTC yet - it's been 8 cycles TTC, with an additional 2 or so NTNP (with little clue back then, mind you). But all of this year basically. I have some form of LPD, so LP is 7-9 days, possibly with an endometrium issue... not too flash for the TTC.
I was really starting to get a bit apathetic/down the last couple of cycles before last, but going to the FS really picked me up and made me feel like I was doing something constructive/that I had options. I'm on my second cycle of clomid now and, I don't know, out of the blue I am ridiculously hopeful and optimistic for this cycle - I have no concrete reason for it, my LP didn't increase last cycle, but I feel entirely positive and almost - excited.
I'll probably be back in a few days from now to delete this naiive posting but for now - it's on!
to all, sooner or later all of our times will come xxxxxxxx