I will try to condense this story but I have to start at the beginning.
My eldest daughters' father never wanted anything to do with her and has no part in her life or mine. It really hurt me but when she was a few months old I met my OH. He is 3 years older than me and loves children! I thought, and still think, myself the luckiest girl in the world to have found him! In Febuary 2006 I found out that I was pregnant and miscarried. It was a very upsetting experience for us and I truly thought I would never get over it. When I got pregnant with my twins, I was terrified the entire time and always worked myself into a state before every scan, having panic attacks in the hospital and things. When they where born healthy, although admittedly a little early, I was amazed and relieved.
Anyway. We told our parents about the baby and a select few close friends at the time but mostly we kept it to ourselves. Now, my close friend Anna keeps saying she had a miscarriage at 12 weeks and it's infuriating me!
For starters, I can't imagine how anybody could keep a pregnancy quiet for that long. Secondly, I know for a fact she didn't have a steady boyfriend at that time and wasn't going on nights out where she could potentially find a one night stand as she was on anti-depressants therefore couldn't drink. She keeps going on about how much she misses her Baby Lilly, but you don't know the sex that early!
I know it's going to sound awful of me. But I think she is lying and it makes me so angry when I think of my lost baby and the baby brother I never got to meet being ridiculed by her lies! If she really has lost a bubz then I feel for her I really do. But she can't even describe a miscarriage properly. She claims she just 'knew' something was wrong, without any spotting or bleeding or anything. And she didn't go to the hospital to find out what was going on or to actually miscarry.
I know there isn't really a point to this thread. I just really needed to vent!!
My eldest daughters' father never wanted anything to do with her and has no part in her life or mine. It really hurt me but when she was a few months old I met my OH. He is 3 years older than me and loves children! I thought, and still think, myself the luckiest girl in the world to have found him! In Febuary 2006 I found out that I was pregnant and miscarried. It was a very upsetting experience for us and I truly thought I would never get over it. When I got pregnant with my twins, I was terrified the entire time and always worked myself into a state before every scan, having panic attacks in the hospital and things. When they where born healthy, although admittedly a little early, I was amazed and relieved.
Anyway. We told our parents about the baby and a select few close friends at the time but mostly we kept it to ourselves. Now, my close friend Anna keeps saying she had a miscarriage at 12 weeks and it's infuriating me!
For starters, I can't imagine how anybody could keep a pregnancy quiet for that long. Secondly, I know for a fact she didn't have a steady boyfriend at that time and wasn't going on nights out where she could potentially find a one night stand as she was on anti-depressants therefore couldn't drink. She keeps going on about how much she misses her Baby Lilly, but you don't know the sex that early!
I know it's going to sound awful of me. But I think she is lying and it makes me so angry when I think of my lost baby and the baby brother I never got to meet being ridiculed by her lies! If she really has lost a bubz then I feel for her I really do. But she can't even describe a miscarriage properly. She claims she just 'knew' something was wrong, without any spotting or bleeding or anything. And she didn't go to the hospital to find out what was going on or to actually miscarry.
I know there isn't really a point to this thread. I just really needed to vent!!
