when I had Dylan, I had an episiotomy, I was stitched up after with dissolvable stitches and was told they would dissolve after 9+ days.
What actually happened was they dissolved after 3 days (they couldnt restitch so it had to heal as an open wound) and I got a really bad infection from a bacteria that naturally lives on the skin (can't remember the name) even though I kept it very clean, gave it lots of air etc etc
I know that is really uncommon, but I am terrified that if I tear, or am cut again this time the same thing will happen, I was on anti-biotics for weeks, I couldnt take the painkillers they gave me because they were so strong and made me feel stoned, I couldn't even lift my baby up because of the pain
I don't see my MW for a month so cant ask her, but what do you think the chances are of tearing/episiotomy are now that I have already given birth once? I just dont want to spend the rest of my pregnancy worrying about this
