Miscarried at 6wks

[Arias12916]

I don't know how to move past the intense desire and longing for a baby. I have wanted a kid for 4 years now but it was never quite right so I waited. After meeting my oh who has an 8 yrt old son, we found out we were prego. We lost the baby at 6 weeks. My oh wants us to move to a bigger place before we ttc again. I admittedly just don't care i want a baby. I know in the long run it is better to wait but how??? I feel it didn't hit him as hard since he already had a kid. Anyone else delt with this?

 

[Arias12916]

P.s. his goal is to move us from an apt. With his mom and 3 brothers ( adults by the way) to a 5 bedroom house. Wtf how can we afford a baby after moving!!!