Missing my baby :(

[Mrsmummy1]

Hi ladies I have been reading your post this last few weeks but feel ready to introduce myself.
My little man was born sleeping on 23rd August this year. The Pain is unbearable I miss him so much. If it wasn't for his big brother (19 months) if have curled up and died. It helps to know we aren't alone but I hate that others are feeling this pain too. I'm shocked at how 'common' stillbirth seems to be, it's scary. It's one of those things that I never thought would happen to us. Life is pretty hard as since Shea was born two of my friends have had little boys and two more are due in the next 8 weeks. I feel do jealous of them and angry that we don't have our baby. I hate that other people are happy and their lives are moving on. I'm stuck on 23rd aug. my whole purpose in life has changed and in frightened to death that something will happen my other little boy. I feel lost. My husband has been amazing and we are trying to take things one day at a time together.
I feel guilty that I can't stop thinking about having another baby. Not to replace Shea as no one ever will but I have this ache to hold my baby. I feel so lost.
Thanks for reading

 

[Mrsmummy1]

Sorry posted in the wrong place and don't know how to take it off

 

[Tournesol]

I'm so sorry

I know it doesn't make you feel better, but everything you're feeling at the moment is completely normal and understandable.

I hope you get your rainbow soon. Stay strong xx

 

[Mrsmummy1]

Thank you x

 

[Av2805]

I'm so sorry for your loss x

I lost a little girl on the 31st July I was 20 weeks pregnant so my story is different to yours,just wanted you to know you're not alone and there's some amazing women on here who will be there and listen to you take care xxxxx

 

[LMKBaby]

I'm dealing with the same situation. I sent
U a private message.

 

[ktnbb]

Sending hugs xx