Congratulations!! She is beautiful. Alistair also has some jaundice...they didn't put him under the lights but instead are having us supplement with formula in addition to breastmilk (which I wasn't happy with at first but if it gets him better I will do it).
I totally know what you went through as I was 'natural' until 9 cms...I'm very impressed you went totally natural all the way through pushing!
I also got to push in a vertical position with the squatting bar...it didn't help shorten my pushing stage (3 hours) like it did for you though. Either way it felt more empowering and made so much more sense than pushing on your back!
Hey Allie, sorry took so long to reply.
That's odd about the formula, is he taking bfing well now?
Wonder why they gave him that instead of the lights?
Maybe he's better off that way.
Luna screamed and screamed for probably 9 out of the 12 hours she was under, got slightly dehydrated and managed to lose some weight from the stress of being under the lights. She was cold and hated the mask.

It was the hardest thing ever, not being able to pick her up out from under the lights. I wanted to make her feel better you know?
For a moment I did think about requesting some morphine, but then things happened so fast. haha.

And I didn't want it affecting Luna. I definitely did not want the epidural because I didn't want to remain immobile on the bed, or have a catheter. I have issues entrusting myself in the care of other people. (except my husband)
The bed was awesome, glad they've made something like that rather then just having the plain old lithotomy position! Especially for those under the epi. 3 hours is quite a long time! Holy hell. You are a real hero.
My pushing was about 10 minutes and I thought I was dying, lol.