kate.m.
Mummy to Travis
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Hi everyone!
I went to visit my best friend today- she has a gorgeous 6 week old baby girl. I know that all babies are gorgeous- but she is stunning beyond words! Id love topost a photo of her to see if you all agree, but prob shouldnt as she isnt my baby to be showing off! lol! She is 50:50 Chinese:caucasian, and is just gorgeous- lots of dark brown hair, big brown eyes, perfect ickle nose!
Anyhow (i do ramble on!) i had a good cuddle of her today, while she was asleep, n was so happy holding her all scrunched up n sleepy! I just kept lookin at her and thinking "what could ever be perceived as negative about this?" OH wants to wait to have kids, because he isnt ready. N the more i think about it, the more i think- what isnt to like? Why are we delaying this wonderful opportunity? What is so terrifying that we have to put off all the good stuff?
I feel so down now, because i really dont understand where he's coming from. He's told me why he wants to wait- but (n this is going to sound so stupid) i forgot the reasons almost as soon as he said them, maybe its because i was so worked up and in absolute hysterics at the time n i wasnt thinking straight or listening properly. They werent major reasons, just the usual- freedom, too grown up etc. But this is going to happen anyway!! Why not now?
Sorry, i just needed to rant.
I went to visit my best friend today- she has a gorgeous 6 week old baby girl. I know that all babies are gorgeous- but she is stunning beyond words! Id love topost a photo of her to see if you all agree, but prob shouldnt as she isnt my baby to be showing off! lol! She is 50:50 Chinese:caucasian, and is just gorgeous- lots of dark brown hair, big brown eyes, perfect ickle nose!
Anyhow (i do ramble on!) i had a good cuddle of her today, while she was asleep, n was so happy holding her all scrunched up n sleepy! I just kept lookin at her and thinking "what could ever be perceived as negative about this?" OH wants to wait to have kids, because he isnt ready. N the more i think about it, the more i think- what isnt to like? Why are we delaying this wonderful opportunity? What is so terrifying that we have to put off all the good stuff?
I feel so down now, because i really dont understand where he's coming from. He's told me why he wants to wait- but (n this is going to sound so stupid) i forgot the reasons almost as soon as he said them, maybe its because i was so worked up and in absolute hysterics at the time n i wasnt thinking straight or listening properly. They werent major reasons, just the usual- freedom, too grown up etc. But this is going to happen anyway!! Why not now?
Sorry, i just needed to rant.