i wish i could make this all better for you, or that this were a dream that you could wake from.......
it is going to be so difficult for you, but just remember that you have come this far......you can do it. Lots of hugs for you too......hang in there.........
I was thinking earlier today that i thought it was tomorrow and wanted to send you a message.
There are no words that i can say that will make you feel better or change what has happend.
I just wanted you to know that you are your DH are in my thoughts and if you want to chat I am here.
xx
I know another couple who lost their daughter due to a heart condition....she was a very small small infant, just a few days old I believe. Every year for almost 30 years they have lit a candle on her birthday...and they all gather together...the whole family.
Wipe away the thought inside, i dusted myself off got my butt out of bed, had a good cry on my way to work with my favourite CD playing at the max volume in my car, wiped off my tears and started a new day.
Instead of mourning the loss of my son, i will be celebrating the fact of his happyness with our dear Father up above.
So CJ mommy and daddy loves you and we will see you some day in the future my angel.
I know your pain, the first birthday was the hardest. In December my son would have been 4. But I've turned a negative into a positive, celebrate the time he was with you. Live your life to the fullest for him. Try and focus on seeing him in the next life. I believe they never truly leave us.
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