LorraineMM
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It's been a rollar coaster week or so for me, lot's of tears. It's been really difficult coming to terms with being pregnant again, don't get me wrong it's a miracle and I'm absolute devoted to my baby and love it so much already!
But because of all the heartbreak I've had this year with losses of my two other pregnancies, I'm finding it so hard this time. I feel like I'm grieving for this baby already. I'm terrified it's going to leave me alone again feeling empty I love this baby so much!
I've found myself to be extra guarded about getting excited. Which I'd say was normal.
I've been worrying endlessly about Christmas and a hopeful holiday I'll be going on, worrying over everything. It wasn't till my partner said
"Don't you see, your stressing yourself so much over-thinking about literally everything, to keep your mind off the baby."
Which made me realize he's right, I'm putting my worry onto everything else apart from what I'm Actually worried about. Our baby!
I didn't even realize till I thought I haven't actually had a moment to think about it because I've been so crazy about everything else.
Oh I hope is makes sense, how do i stop dealing with my worries for the baby like this, why are men always right!
Plus the hormones aren't helping lol
But because of all the heartbreak I've had this year with losses of my two other pregnancies, I'm finding it so hard this time. I feel like I'm grieving for this baby already. I'm terrified it's going to leave me alone again feeling empty I love this baby so much!
I've found myself to be extra guarded about getting excited. Which I'd say was normal.
I've been worrying endlessly about Christmas and a hopeful holiday I'll be going on, worrying over everything. It wasn't till my partner said
"Don't you see, your stressing yourself so much over-thinking about literally everything, to keep your mind off the baby."
Which made me realize he's right, I'm putting my worry onto everything else apart from what I'm Actually worried about. Our baby!
I didn't even realize till I thought I haven't actually had a moment to think about it because I've been so crazy about everything else.
Oh I hope is makes sense, how do i stop dealing with my worries for the baby like this, why are men always right!
Plus the hormones aren't helping lol