hey ladies just wanna share my story!
well i found out on sept 1st that i was expecting, wasnt planned but we both couldnt wait to meet him! we were so excited planning minders and wat buggy we'd get and i even have a car bought and i cant drive yet!
But on Dec 4th (almost 18weeks preg) id small (tiny) bit of blood wen i wiped so went straight to a&e and had scan and ill never forget docs words "i'm sorry karen, i can't find the heartbeat.. but i can be wrong but most times i'm not" so i had to come back on the 5th to confirm it! baby had died a week before hand! i hadnt even a pain or anything to indicate something could have happened!
i was sent home for a week to see if i went into labour on my own at homw but nothing! and it was the longest week of my life!
i was booked into hosp again on 12th dec and id to take tabs to make me go into labour! after i took last set of tablets (7 altogether) i felt a pressure down there so midwife came in and my little kevin was born! it was all so quick! it was at 8.50pm.
they took him away and brought him back in a little wicker basket. it was lovely! he was so small. never thought he'd be so small but it was amazing because you could make out every single detail! his little fingers, toes! and his arms and legs were so long so he was gonna be tall like his daddy!
on the 14th we had a naming service and a blessing in the chapel in hosp and we got to bury him after so we buried him with OH's mother so he's beside his granny and with all the other angels!
im sorry this is so so long but just needed to tell story from start to finish to help me!
much love to all you ladies!
xxxxxx
(ps sorry if there are any typos i just kept typing without checking! )
well i found out on sept 1st that i was expecting, wasnt planned but we both couldnt wait to meet him! we were so excited planning minders and wat buggy we'd get and i even have a car bought and i cant drive yet!
But on Dec 4th (almost 18weeks preg) id small (tiny) bit of blood wen i wiped so went straight to a&e and had scan and ill never forget docs words "i'm sorry karen, i can't find the heartbeat.. but i can be wrong but most times i'm not" so i had to come back on the 5th to confirm it! baby had died a week before hand! i hadnt even a pain or anything to indicate something could have happened!
i was sent home for a week to see if i went into labour on my own at homw but nothing! and it was the longest week of my life!
i was booked into hosp again on 12th dec and id to take tabs to make me go into labour! after i took last set of tablets (7 altogether) i felt a pressure down there so midwife came in and my little kevin was born! it was all so quick! it was at 8.50pm.
they took him away and brought him back in a little wicker basket. it was lovely! he was so small. never thought he'd be so small but it was amazing because you could make out every single detail! his little fingers, toes! and his arms and legs were so long so he was gonna be tall like his daddy!
on the 14th we had a naming service and a blessing in the chapel in hosp and we got to bury him after so we buried him with OH's mother so he's beside his granny and with all the other angels!
im sorry this is so so long but just needed to tell story from start to finish to help me!
much love to all you ladies!
xxxxxx
(ps sorry if there are any typos i just kept typing without checking! )